i just watched a vid of an SN CTB, and i gotta say, that looked very peaceful. maybe he was a special case, but i hope it works the same for me

[xXSufferingXx]

here's the post, he uploaded it himself obviously:

If you are reading this, I catch the bus

I scheduled this post to be released 5 days after my CTB, giving me time to delete it in case something went wrong. If you're seeing this, it means everything went as planned, and I caught the bus. You can check out the details of my plan here (that was also my goodbye thread). I swapped out...

sanctioned-suicide.net

it seems he died fully after maybe 2 hours,
and he seemed to pass out about 40 mins after drinking the SN.

but i'm just wondering how he uploaded this?
some kind of automatic setup, but my paranoid mind just makes me think there's a 1% chance it could be fake.

i know it's real, tho.
i'm just an overthinker with stuff like that...

i know there's plenty of software out there that can assist you in automatic, scheduled uploading
sorry, i accidentally said "he"... the video was blurry at many points and my vision is not that good.
RIP <3

 

[Mooncry]

The person in the video likely used a cloud service or something to automatically have it upload after a certain amount of time. I have no idea how exactly it works, but I personally believe it was real.

I'm definitely not afraid of SN being painful. It's been documented on this forum enough times that we can safely assume 99% of successful attempts only came with mild discomfort. I can handle that. What I can't seem to handle is the uncertainty of what death itself will bring. That's what my SI seems to cling to the hardest. :/

 

[xXSufferingXx]

The person in the video likely used a cloud service or something to automatically have it upload after a certain amount of time. I have no idea how exactly it works, but I personally believe it was real.

I'm definitely not afraid of SN being painful. It's been documented on this forum enough times that we can safely assume 99% of successful attempts only came with mild discomfort. I can handle that. What I can't seem to handle is the uncertainty of what death itself will bring. That's what my SI seems to cling to the hardest. :/

you mean the afterlife and stuff?
or do you mean what it will bring to the people who will miss you?

 

[searchingforpeace]

Where did you see that? I would like to see them

 

[xXSufferingXx]

Where did you see that? I would like to see them

in the linked post

 

[Mooncry]

you mean the afterlife and stuff?
or do you mean what it will bring to the people who will miss you?

The afterlife and stuff.