Venting I just wanted to be happy

[Mixedopinion]

I just wanted to be happy. I tried and finally realized that I can never be.
Now I just want to take some rest.

 

[anon789]

im also looking for rest. this whole living is so tiring.

 

[Minibosterita]

It is exhausting waking up every day just to do the same thing over and over again without anything getting better

 

[Huntfish34]

Yepp, I wholeheartedly agree sadly... right there with ya. This thing called life, can be Wayy overrated these days. I just want the Fckk Out already, I'm sick and tired of being Sick and fckn tired; day in and day out. Pretty damn draining to say the Least

I wish you the best moving forward, May you find peace and some happiness if possible. . -

 

[theboy]

Me 2
Peace!

 

[Mir88]

I understand completely. I tried for years, went out of my comfort zone for what I could, tried to have friends, relationships, work. I just never felt happiness, and it started creeping on me as years passed. On the exterior I can't complain, nothing is really wrong (the partner chose someone else after years but in all honesty I understand, even if it hurts).
There is just no happiness. I slowly understood I am uncapable of feeling it. Even if I had a perfect life, I would not be able to be happy.

I am tired, too.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do believe it to be such a cruel and disappointing existence, at least to me it could never be worth staying here, there is simply no benefit to being trapped in a situation that just causes us to suffer. I understand the feeling of just wanting to rest, that's how I constantly feel and that's what I've always wished for. Such a thing as peace could never exist in this life, it only exists in the absence of everything. I'm tired of waking up and realising that I'm still here.

 

[spixs_macaw]

I agree with what you all have described so far. I feel so tired too. Every time I am trying and won't succeed I feel that I am falling even deeper. I just can't take it anymore. I simply feel incompatible with everyone around me. I don't see any sense more in being. It's just too hard.