English is not my first language.
I am from Russia.
I'm sick and tired of trying to kill myself. I tried to hang myself and I'm still trying. After one of the attempts, when I tried to squeeze the carotid arteries, I got sick with tonsillitis. And had terrible sore throats for a week. I have everything I need for an Exit Bag, but I just can't bring myself to go to the fucking garage that holds the ballon and do it. Of course strong here instinct of self-preservation. I think it would be easier for me to shoot myself in the head. At least it wouldn't be as hard as hanging and not as long as Exit Bag. But in my fucking country, I have no chance of getting a gun with bullets. If you suddenly live in Russia, Belarus and Ukraine and know where you can get a weapon or you have it, write to me. Write in Russian.
I am from Russia.
I'm sick and tired of trying to kill myself. I tried to hang myself and I'm still trying. After one of the attempts, when I tried to squeeze the carotid arteries, I got sick with tonsillitis. And had terrible sore throats for a week. I have everything I need for an Exit Bag, but I just can't bring myself to go to the fucking garage that holds the ballon and do it. Of course strong here instinct of self-preservation. I think it would be easier for me to shoot myself in the head. At least it wouldn't be as hard as hanging and not as long as Exit Bag. But in my fucking country, I have no chance of getting a gun with bullets. If you suddenly live in Russia, Belarus and Ukraine and know where you can get a weapon or you have it, write to me. Write in Russian.
