I just want to end the pain

[lonerclown666]

Deep down i dont want to die but just to end my pain and i feel the only way to stopped it is to ctb i am scared and nervous

 

[dospi1]

Man i truly feel just like you, the moments i manage to get lose of my thougths i see living as a whorty thing i see the joy of existing, but year after year of feeling like shit everyday has rob me of any fight in me i just want the pain to stop. Stay strong brother whatever the end of the rode is for us

 

[dyingalone123]

So do I homie. I don't wanna die but I can't keep living like feeling like garbage.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Same here

 

[S like Siren]

Yeah...too tired of pain

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Life is beautiful but painful when you can't enjoy it…

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. It is painful when everything is hopeless. After all we are all human and there is only so much that we can take. For me personally, I just wish suicide was easier, there is the survival instinct that makes it difficult and in my case there is the fear of failure and the lack of a peaceful way to exit. If it was easier to exit, I would be already gone. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.