Liebestod
Waiting for death
- Mar 15, 2025
- 728
I was so close to doing it but I stopped, I have to wait a year, I don't know what I'm expecting to gain by not doing it. I have a loaded gun and everything.
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traingirl
I was good. I was really good.
- Oct 7, 2025
- 345
Is there something keeping u here? It's ok to not be ready.I slept with my gun under my pillow just so I could ctb. Several times woke up and did the same as you. If your not ready your just not ready.
Macedonian1987
Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
- Oct 22, 2025
- 1,222
It's totally alright not to be ready. ctb is not something to be forced, it should be done only when things became really unbearable and suffering surpasses the coping abilities of a person.
Owlers
Member
- Oct 27, 2025
- 7
Liebestod
Waiting for death
- Mar 15, 2025
- 728
Man your profile picture brings back trauma in my mind
BTW, it's fine to be not ready for ctb. It's not cowardice, its just how your condition goes. I hope you can get better right now.
Liebestod
Waiting for death
- Mar 15, 2025
- 728
I was pointing my rifle exactly like how Gleb was in my profile picture. #1444Man your profile picture brings back trauma in my mind
BTW, it's fine to be not ready for ctb. It's not cowardice, it's just how your condition goes. I hope you can get better right now.Similar threads
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