I just get down

[prototypian]

I try to listen to things that make me feel better. I try to do things that are positive and I always feel as though I'm climbing a steep hill and sliding backwards. I'm nervous worrying about suicide but I don't want to live anymore. I feel jealous of people who are already dead. I get so tired of advertisements and marketing and life in front of me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of it all, I also feel envy towards those who no longer exist. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[prototypian]

When I find many things to do. Especially things that are of benefit I don't think about the depressing thoughts at all. As long as I have a set of positive creative things then I feel better.