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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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I wrote a post not long ago about having two picture book projects on the way. Well, one has completed illustrations but incomplete text. The other one has completed text but no illustrations. I was thinking about just sending the manuscript and getting an illustrator for this one. I haven't the energy anymore to do more drawings. And as some of you know I have some really horrible neighbours. I think I will just send the damn book and kill myself if it doesn't get published. And if it does get published I will still kill myself. It's a win-win :smiling:
 
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FuneralCry

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That is very impressive having those projects you are working on. I've never been able to understand how people manage to have the energy for things like that. I wish you the best with what you are doing.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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That is very impressive having those projects you are working on. I've never been able to understand how people manage to have the energy for things like that. I wish you the best with what you are doing.
Thank You, FC. I really don't have much energy tbh. I just struggled at them during a few hours at night while doped up on meds haha. I wanted to illustrate both books myself but (if it is accepted) I'll just work alongside an illustrator. I'm sure they would find somebody much better than I am for the drawings for my second book anyway. Whatever happens, though, I will still ctb. That won't change.
 
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Wait-Bus

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I wrote a post not long ago about having two picture book projects on the way. Well, one has completed illustrations but incomplete text. The other one has completed text but no illustrations. I was thinking about just sending the manuscript and getting an illustrator for this one. I haven't the energy anymore to do more drawings. And as some of you know I have some really horrible neighbours. I think I will just send the damn book and kill myself if it doesn't get published. And if it does get published I will still kill myself. It's a win-win :smiling:
What are your pictures about? You have stated that in earlier posts, but I don't know where to look

It's amazing you still have creative energy to work on these projects. Where do you get your inspirations? How do you visualize the text - which I am always amazed at working with illustrators.
 
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Forever Sleep

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I have had some experience with children's publishing. It's stories that are the gold dust. In my experience, publishers actually prefer to pair a story to an Illustrator themselves- rather than expect you to provide the finished article. Some Authors and Illustrators never even meet. Not to say that's the case everywhere- that's just my own experience. I wish you the very best of luck with it.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

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Would love to see your work and thoughts, they have to be better than mine!
 
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Lost Magic

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Thanks for the insight, Forever Sleep. I appreciate it. Wait-Bus and makethepainstop, I would love to share these stories and ideas, but I have to try and protect my anonymity on here (maybe at some point I will). I don't even know if the works are publishable or not. I guess I will find out soon enough. Cheers guys!
 
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Smart No More

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I wrote a post not long ago about having two picture book projects on the way. Well, one has completed illustrations but incomplete text. The other one has completed text but no illustrations. I was thinking about just sending the manuscript and getting an illustrator for this one. I haven't the energy anymore to do more drawings. And as some of you know I have some really horrible neighbours. I think I will just send the damn book and kill myself if it doesn't get published. And if it does get published I will still kill myself. It's a win-win :smiling:
Maybe somebody here would be able to illustrate for you. It's actually in my skillset. I'd love to see your work either way. If only to share a familiar moment with someone in a similar predicament. No pressure though. I find it hard to share anything personal or potentially identifiable here so I'll understand if you prefer not to too but you're more than welcome to PM me. ☺

Oh, shit, I hold my hands up.... I posted without reading all replies. You already addressed your peivacy concerns. I totally get it!

You're still welcome to PM though if you like.
 
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