I just find the notion absurd.

[sorrycantsavemenow]

I was brought to this world without my consent. I couldn't have given it, since, well, I wasn't existing, and I'd be a newborn.

I didn't ask for anything at all. All the desire and suffering I have in me is because my parents had me. I don't blame them. They, we, we're all animals, I understand that.

Now that I'm an adult, I can finally decide. I can finally decide that I don't want life. I enjoy good food, good music, time with friends, I can have fun. It's just that, I don't care. It's absurd that we've made up all these stories about what's after death, everybody is so damn life-pilled that they can't possible imagine that what's after death is what's before we were born: nothing.

People will think you're mentally ill if you want to kill yourself, but it's a sick world we live in. I'd just rather leave. Personally, I feel hypocritical being suicidal and trying to help other suicidal people. It's trying to give my life meaning by forgetting about myself and trying to lift someone else up. But that's fake, because I'm not happy, I don't want to live, why would I be trying to convince someone of living? It feels like a circlejerk. Whole life is a one big circlejerk.

 

[SamTam33]

Sometimes I feel like the "happy" ones are the most mentally ill of all.

Like the psychopath in the movies who smiles and goes about his life as normal, even though he's chopping people up and eating them by night.

The fact that so many people can look upon the state of existence and still decide that it's worth enduring... There's something psychotic about that.

Your priest was arrested for pedophilia and you still get up on Sunday preparing for church... lunacy.

You watch a Dateline news special on the war in Ukraine, then your fat ass manages to sleep soundly later that night? How is that behavior any different than that of a serial killer?

It's only about them. As long as they feel happy, to hell with everyone else. "Who cares about everyone else? My life is mine to enjoy."

Evil and deranged to the core.

Of course they think we're crazy if we want to kill ourselves. Because they manage to live their lives just fine while the world crumbles around them.

So why can't we?

 

[sorrycantsavemenow]

Sometimes I feel like the "happy" ones are the most mentally ill of all.

Like the psychopath in the movies who smiles and goes about his life as normal, even though he's chopping people up and eating them by night.

The fact that so many people can look upon the state of existence and still decide that it's worth enduring... There's something psychotic about that.

Your priest was arrested for pedophilia and you still get up on Sunday preparing for church... lunacy.

You watch a Dateline news special on the war in Ukraine, then your fat ass manages to sleep soundly later that night? How is that behavior any different than that of a serial killer?

It's only about them. As long as they feel happy, to hell with everyone else. "Who cares about everyone else? My life is mine to enjoy."

Evil and deranged to the core.

Of course they think we're crazy if we want to kill ourselves. Because they manage to live their lives just fine while the world crumbles around them.

So why can't we?

Delusion and ignorance. Honestly, I don't know how as a conscious and sensitive human being you can survive in this world without either delusion, or something to fight for: I do admire people who fight for what they believe in, for example people that fight in wars for their families. But I think me standing up for what I believe in would just mean killing myself.

I respect everyone's right to live and be happy as long as they're not hurting anyone else, and I guess what's got to be learned is that people won't respect my right to end my life, because they have to fill the gaping voids in their hearts somehow.

 

[Unending]

There is something deeply wrong with the nature of existence. There are fatal flaws written into the program which just doesn't sit well with me. Sometimes I'm reluctant to talk my philosophical views on here because we already get labeled as a death cult but yeah, existence is broken and can't be fixed as far as I see. The winners will say that it isn't a broken system but I would argue otherwise.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really hate it when people label being suicidal as an "illness", no I believe that wanting suicide is a perfectly rational response to not seeing existence as being worth enduring, and at least for me it makes sense to want to escape this world and be able to rest permanently. Life itself is the true problem, and it's a curse having the ability to suffer and under no circumstances could I ever wish to exist in this hellish world. But I just think that the thought of death being preferable to life scares many people as accepting such a thing would shatter their delusional worldview.

 

[sorrycantsavemenow]

I really hate it when people label being suicidal as an "illness", no I believe that wanting suicide is a perfectly rational response to not seeing existence as being worth enduring, and at least for me it makes sense to want to escape this world and be able to rest permanently. Life itself is the true problem, and it's a curse having the ability to suffer and under no circumstances could I ever wish to exist in this hellish world. But I just think that the thought of death being preferable to life scares many people as accepting such a thing would shatter their delusional worldview.

Well, I can see myself existing under certain circumstances in this world. I imagine myself as not alienated from my labour, having people who depend on me as I depend on them, not having to stare at a screen for several hours a day at work, not breathing in fumes and grey pavements after the rain all the time. But as I write this, I'm not so sure anymore -- there'll always be evil people who'll want to come for you, destroy you and take what you have. Even if you imagine a cottage-core dream for yourself, there'd be raiders and barbarians. Well, maybe if the world was healthy, there wouldn't be. Maybe we'll see in a couple of millenia, provided people don't destroy ourselves and our planet. And also, there's illness. I can't see myself clinging to life, change is natural, death is natural, and it feels wrong to cling.

There is something deeply wrong with the nature of existence. There are fatal flaws written into the program which just doesn't sit well with me. Sometimes I'm reluctant to talk my philosophical views on here because we already get labeled as a death cult but yeah, existence is broken and can't be fixed as far as I see. The winners will say that it isn't a broken system but I would argue otherwise.

Labels. Each one of us contains multitudes, people labeling us as a death cult lack empathy and open-mindedness. Do people think we come on here to preach death? No, I come here because I don't have anywhere else to go.

 

[alivefornow]

I understand. Even in my times of relative emotional stability I still don't see the point. Also, there's always a new hell right around the corner.

 

[SexyIncél]

There are fatal flaws written into the program which just doesn't sit well with me. Sometimes I'm reluctant to talk my philosophical views on here because we already get labeled as a death cult but yeah, existence is broken and can't be fixed as far as I see.

I'm interested in your perspective! They can call us whatever names. The real death cultists respect the New York Times, which pushes "forever wars"

 

[Helios-III]

I just want to say that it's nice to find people who see what I see. This really is a crazy world with way too much b.s.

Society seems very sick to me, and it's maddening. There isn't a single person I know who I could have a deeply honest conversation with about this.