I just don't want to exist. I'm lazy

[CatLove56]

At this point in my life I don't know if it's depression or laziness or both but I don't like it. Sleeping is the only time I ever feel truly happy. I'm absolutely tired of being someone's wage slave and dealing with people in general like nobody asked for this.

my mother gave me a friendly reminder that she's waiting on grandkids before I turn 30 so get ur shit together yeah ok mom I'll do it

 

[meetapple]

I am no doctor but this sounds like depression. You are not necessarily lazy because you lack energy. You should make sure you are eating right and drinking enough water as that can affect energy as well.

As far as your mom wanting grandchildren do you have another sibling who can provide one?

 

[Pen>Sword]

Shit! This hits so close to home. Me too, man!

 

[ikadasui]

At this point in my life I don't know if it's depression or laziness or both but I don't like it. Sleeping is the only time I ever feel truly happy. I'm absolutely tired of being someone's wage slave and dealing with people in general like nobody asked for this.

my mother gave me a friendly reminder that she's waiting on grandkids before I turn 30 so get ur shit together yeah ok mom I'll do it

Show her some kittens!

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

my mother gave me a friendly reminder that she's waiting on grandkids before I turn 30

Tell her you're waiting for her to become based first.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

Your mom sounds delusional. Sometimes I wonder if people actually choose to stay ignorant despite all the obvious signs. Sleep is the best thing in life. It is a sneak preview of death. I resent the fact that I was born. That's not even the worst part, now I have to work until the day I die to stay alive. I never even wanted this shitty life in the first place.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

Tell her you're waiting for her to become based first.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Hits home. I never want to wage slave and I love sleeping. My grandparents suffer from same delusion called continuing this worthless species.

 

[AlexKy]

well just tell your mother having kids is easy, rainsing them is the hard bit! )))))

 

[Dragon's Heart]

I like to use the term "selective participation" instead of "laziness'.

 

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imo the idea of "laziness" is more a social construct to describe one or multiple factors - fatigue, depression, anxiety, environment, disability, illness, disillusion/alienation, anhedonia, nihilism, etc etc - that contribute towards someone not meeting the ideal level of productivity compared to a socio-economic "normal".

 

[fox_wannabe]

Tell her you're waiting for her to become based first.

Oh man this is underrated af XDD

I just cannot imagine having to work 8 hours a day after so much time of sitting on my ass and doing nothing. I also don't believe that future will bring good things no matter how hard I try, even simply because I cannot change my looks, height, intelligence or how people perceive me or the fact I have asperger lol. Things are set.
It is over buddy boyos.

Most jobs exploit people by giving them minimal wages or even less. Most of the jobs really do suck this days. Big retail can suck my cock, mass production of misery. You could apply for trade jobs like welding, but I am not keen on working under pressure, working among normal people makes me tired. I myself wouldn't be able to hand people there. I am too much of a snowflake to deal with no filter environments, but in female environments.

Besides It is hard to find motivation to work when you feel society is going belly up. Just watch the clown world collapse.

 

[CatLove56]

Oh man this is underrated af XDD

I just cannot imagine having to work 8 hours a day after so much time of sitting on my ass and doing nothing. I also don't believe that future will bring good things no matter how hard I try, even simply because I cannot change my looks, height, intelligence or how people perceive me or the fact I have asperger lol. Things are set.
It is over buddy boyos.

Most jobs exploit people by giving them minimal wages or even less. Most of the jobs really do suck this days. Big retail can suck my cock, mass production of misery. You could apply for trade jobs like welding, but I am not keen on working under pressure, working among normal people makes me tired. I myself wouldn't be able to hand people there. I am too much of a snowflake to deal with no filter environments, but in female environments.

Besides It is hard to find motivation to work when you feel society is going belly up. Just watch the clown world collapse.

it's funny i just happened to be thinking all this and you respond so fucking true. how am i not supposed to be depressed knowing it's all just one big joke. see so many boot lickers saying everything is ok and you're just lazy, be grateful lol wish i could cope like that

 

[fox_wannabe]

it's funny i just happened to be thinking all this and you respond so fucking true. how am i not supposed to be depressed knowing it's all just one big joke. see so many boot lickers saying everything is ok and you're just lazy, be grateful lol wish i could cope like that

And all of those fucking expectations of parents. Like: get degree or find part time job or make kids. I hate being asked about finding girlfriend, or having kids or even what are my plans for future. Such fucking NPC questions. Fuck your bloodline. Nobody wants to live in this clown world anyways.

 

[FuneralCry]

I see it as being very unfair how we were forced to exist and we have all these pressures and expectations placed on us. We exist just to suffer. More than anything I wish I was never born. Working is just being a slave to the society. This life can be very tiring.

 

[NumbItAll]

At this point in my life I don't know if it's depression or laziness or both but I don't like it. Sleeping is the only time I ever feel truly happy. I'm absolutely tired of being someone's wage slave and dealing with people in general like nobody asked for this.

my mother gave me a friendly reminder that she's waiting on grandkids before I turn 30 so get ur shit together yeah ok mom I'll do it

 

[Crazy4u]

I used to think people around me are hyperactive until I educated myself about depression. I get surprised when people go on a hiking trip for a day!

tbh, there is nothing wrong with being lazy :)