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funnyjoy

Looking to go
Jan 13, 2024
27
Nothing I try works. I've been at this all night and all morning why can't I just die already. I don't care where I go, the potential of having to see my ex who hates me in class in like 30 minutes is way worse than anything death can do to me. I've been ready to die for like a month but nothing works. I JUST WANT TO DIE ALREADY!
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,566
I'm sorry you have to go through this. Living is hard dying even harder.
 
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funnyjoy

Looking to go
Jan 13, 2024
27
What have you been trying?
Tourniquet mostly, but also partial, nn, hyperventilation + shallow water
If I could get access to a gun this would be so so so much easier
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,962
I find it so horrible and incredibly cruel how people have to struggle so much to die, I despise how we cannot just have the option to easily die in peace. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.
 
cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
311
Tourniquet mostly, but also partial, nn, hyperventilation + shallow water
If I could get access to a gun this would be so so so much easier
I know how frustrating it can be to try for hours, get so close and yet fail. People that say suicide is the easy way out have no clue what they're talking about. I'm sorry you're in so much pain. We wish you peace. Big hugs. Be well on your journey.
 

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