starrvingstar

starrvingstar

suicidal anorexic
Apr 9, 2023
141
sometimes i fantasize about killing myself violently in public places i know the people who i feel have wronged me will see. i want to hang from a classroom ceiling or overdose where people will find my body or see my dismantled corpse. i think id look prettier honestly.
 
Lxions

Lxions

they/he
Apr 6, 2023
78
I've had fantasies like that before, definitely not the best thought process. I would fetishize suicide and all it's components. I'm sorry you're going through the same thing.
 
starrvingstar

starrvingstar

suicidal anorexic
Apr 9, 2023
141
I've had fantasies like that before, definitely not the best thought process. I would fetishize suicide and all it's components. I'm sorry you're going through the same thing.
yeah along with wanting people to find my body i have fetishized it my whole life which sucks but it comforts me.
 
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