Venting I hope I fall asleep soon

[FuneralCry]

As I'm tired of being conscious and aware, existing truly does cause nothing but pain and suffering. I was never meant to exist in this so hellish world that is filled with cruel humans, I'm only meant for non-existence, I only belong in death, I wish I could erase my existence as all that I want is to be unaware for all eternity. All that comforts me is the thought of sleeping eternally, I hope I sleep, it's better to not exist, under no circumstances would I ever wish for existence. So many humans just make me want death even more, humanity is an abomination, death truly is the only peace, it's the one escape from this undesirable existence I never would have chosen in the first place, I wish I never existed.

 

[white_petals]

i completely understand you on this one. all of this is so unnecessarily complex and cruel. even the sheer thought about having a concept of self, being basically bound to exist is so fucking painful to me sometimes.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Me too. Have a good night of sleep, Funeralcry