Venting I have to go to sleep now but pray and hope I die tonight

[KillingPain267]

I now pray and hope for cardiac arrest or something while I sleep, so that I die peacefully in my sleep. I hope God will be merciful to me this night. I will be disappointed if I wake up.

 

[KillingPain267]

Unfortunately I woke up. Another day of torment.

 

[Meteora]

I m sorry for what you re going through..... that's so tough.... so dreadful....

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I'm always wishing to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep, it sounds so peaceful to simply be unaware for all eternity, all I've ever wished for is to be permanently unconscious with this existence finally forgotten about.
I also find it really dreadful to wake again into this existence that is just meaningless suffering, I understand why you'd feel so disappointed, I hope that you eventually find the peace you search for.

 

[eatantz]

I literally pray every night hoping that I wont wake up in the morning. Then when I wake up I cry out of frustration sometimes. Honestly the reason why I don't believe in god anymore

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I have sleep apnea, I hope one night I simply stop breathing in my sleep.