I have to go back to work.

[HFK40000]

At the end of last month I freaked out at my boss about AI being mandated in all my reports. I went on this huge rant about how I have been analyzing data for five years without issue but now because of a flawed AI I started getting in trouble. After the argument and my shift ended I went to the parking lot and took a razor to my arm leaving behind a very deep two and a half inch cut. I took the next six weeks off to try and get my affairs in order for when I CTB. I have been spiraling out this entire time and I was even sent to psych observation for 142 hours. I have been so depressed that the only thing I can do is sleep. If I do a ton of stimulants I can play video games for maybe an hour then I lose interest and just want to sleep. I struggle to even sit upright. I have no idea how I'm supposed to do this. I want to die already but my estate planning is taking forever.

 

[notsosillybilly]

I went on this huge rant about how I have been analyzing data for five years without issue but now because of a flawed AI I started getting in trouble.

ngl i'd quit over this

i don't really know if anything i'd say would make you feel better, but atleast you can chill during those six weeks

 

[HFK40000]

ngl i'd quit over this

i don't really know if anything i'd say would make you feel better, but atleast you can chill during those six weeks

I wish I could just quit my job but I'm not sure how to get a job that could match my needs. I'm also so close to ctb that it's not worth trying to find another job.