Help I have to do something now but my preferred method isn't accessible at the moment

[shiny_quill]

Basically the title, and I've tried jumping in the past (didn't work, obviously) and I don't have anything sharp or medication other than a few safe painkillers (Phloroglucinol, Furadantine, Ibuprofen, Dafalgan and Algotra) and in small doses and I'm despairing so much and I never wanted to end it on impulse, I thought I'd just do it calmly and leave on a high note, but I can't cope right now, can I do anything?

 

[Lost Magic]

Patience is your friend here. There is no rush.

 

[behindtheveil]

You must be going through a lot of hurt right now. Life is messed up as such; it punishes when all we need is a little love and understanding. If you can, close your eyes and just take a deep breathe and exhale all the worries out. Then make a warm beverage of your choice, get comfy on a sofa or bed and switch on the idiot box.
I know its not a fix to your life's problems but for now its required. Take care and lots of love.