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VegasLyra

VegasLyra

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Jan 16, 2021
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Its 3 AM here and I have about 2 hours to do this before everyone wakes up. I have the rope hanged and all i need to do is put my head inside and press down for a couple seconds. And then im dead.

But holy shit the SI is strong. Guys. Please. Tell me that it's all going to be okay after i go. I was born religious and the idea of going to hell scares me.

I know that's all bullshit but my brain is pulling every trick in the book. I just need some encouragement. Just for those few seconds it'll take for me to finally be at peace :(
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
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Unfortunately no one here is allowed to encourage you. That choice is yours and yours only. Safe travels if you decide to go
 
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blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
668
This scientific explanation of the brain may help you to make your decision.

Consciousness can only exist if the neurons in the brain are still communicating, once the brain is gone, consciousness is over. Death is basically just a dreamless sleep. You can not possibly feel physical or emotional pain once the brain has shut down. So, if you have decided to ctb, know that the pain will be over. However, if you choose to stay, you have the chance to improve your life but it will also prolong your suffering. The choice is yours. I hope you find peace.
 
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Outandproud

Outandproud

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Oct 17, 2021
174
Its 3 AM here and I have about 2 hours to do this before everyone wakes up. I have the rope hanged and all i need to do is put my head inside and press down for a couple seconds. And then im dead.

But holy shit the SI is strong. Guys. Please. Tell me that it's all going to be okay after i go. I was born religious and the idea of going to hell scares me.

I know that's all bullshit but my brain is pulling every trick in the book. I just need some encouragement. Just for those few seconds it'll take for me to finally be at peace :(
Best of luck in your journey, whatever you decide its ok. You are loved and safe.
 
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JackTheStripper

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Dec 26, 2020
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Hey there^-^
So I'm religious as well (I'm a christian) and thats why I'm not afraid of death at all. Jesus died for my sins which opens the path to heaven for me and every one who accepts his sacrifice as well.
So even though I still make mistakes, since I'm only human, I don't have the status of a sinner anymore bc Jesus took that from me/us by dying for us. So, there's no need to be scared of hell if you truly believe in god. I mean, even Judas killed himself and he was super close to Jesus (and I think he still went to heaven, so everythings gucci^-^)
I won't encourage u to ctb, but if it's the thought of going to hell that scares you, I can confirm you that theres no need to be afraid.

But whatever you chose to do now, I whish you the best of luck and a safe journey in case you should leave this world <3
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
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I'm spiritual and I've been religious so I understand the struggle. What you surround yourself with is what you think. If you hang around people who talk of hell, you begin to see hell everywhere, if you hang around with people who talk of heaven, you start to see heaven everywhere.

If you want to believe in Heaven and not in Hell, then make sure that in your daily life you never encounter the word hell, only the word heaven.

I sometimes personally feel like this world is Hell and death and then are you are born and get to normal world. So the opposite of what some believe.

Good luck! I hope you find peace and love!
 
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PotSmokingSloth

PotSmokingSloth

Uncertainty & Impermanence
Sep 13, 2021
80
Sorry for your struggles. May you find peace
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
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Best of luck
 
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EOL4ME

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Feb 24, 2021
59
Here for you no matter what you decide - :heart:
 
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Freedom Believer

Freedom Believer

Forever alone.
Dec 23, 2019
351
Rest easy and I hope nothing but peace and happiness on the other side for you.
 
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PatheticCase

Member
Oct 12, 2021
29
I hope you find peace, whatever you decide. :heart:
 
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theguineapigking

theguineapigking

Useless piece of trash
Dec 5, 2019
593
Are you still with us? If not, I sincerely hope that you found peace. If you're still here though, we'll welcome you back with open arms…some people feel humiliated after backing out, but there's no need for that :)

Best wishes.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,339
I understand, that the survival instinct is difficult to overcome as we are programmed to survive. Of course there is no evidence of any sort of hell existing. I strongly believe that there is nothing after this. Of course we cannot encourage you in any way, it is your life, your decision.
I just realised, the original post was made many hours ago. If you left this world, I hope you found the peace you were looking for.
 
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Braindead Atheist

Braindead Atheist

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Oct 7, 2020
387
Soon you'll get the sleep you need and never have to worry about anything ever again. God doesn't exist and you're consciousness won't either once you do this.
 

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