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Roadkill
Experienced
- Dec 25, 2018
- 247
I've finally realized that I can never ctb, I'm just too much of a coward.. all of the methods I was going to use are flawed. I was going to use a shotgun to blow my head off, but then I saw many, many people survive this method, while ending up totally disfigured.. and I just know I'd fuck up any other method, I've failed at everything in my life, why would this be any different?
I'm so pathetic, it sickens me, that's why I chose my username as Roadkill. I am a rotting, stinking, decaying carcass, not even the shit eating flies want anything to do with me..
My only hope is decapitation by guillotine. If I had one, I would use it this second. It would be so awesome to have that blade quickly lop of my head in one swift action. and I'd have 20 seconds of bliss before I'd lose consciousness. I'd like to do it in front of a crowd. it'd be funny to wink or maybe smile at the crowd, and have them shriek even louder at my severed, winking head
I'm so pathetic, it sickens me, that's why I chose my username as Roadkill. I am a rotting, stinking, decaying carcass, not even the shit eating flies want anything to do with me..
My only hope is decapitation by guillotine. If I had one, I would use it this second. It would be so awesome to have that blade quickly lop of my head in one swift action. and I'd have 20 seconds of bliss before I'd lose consciousness. I'd like to do it in front of a crowd. it'd be funny to wink or maybe smile at the crowd, and have them shriek even louder at my severed, winking head