Help I have questions about SN

[jonathanSmith]

I tried to off myself by hanging, but I'm such a failure I can't even tie a noose right. So I've decided to take Sodium Nitrate. I do have questions though
1: biggest one. I saw that SN is hard to acquire, like in this thread, then is the stuff I found on amazon legit? Effective?
2: Antiemetics, are they necessary, I would prefer not to take it if I absolutely have to since most of the day I'm not alone and Im not allowed to just leave and go somewhere far away, also I wouldn't know where to get the antiemetics.
And I guess that's it, if I remember any more questions I'll update it. I just wanna say it's really refreshing to have people to talk about stuff like this, everyone else I know either has their shit together, or is skilled enough to not need to consider suicide. If I did spill my guts on how I truly felt everyone would be freaking out, but not here.

 

[SectOfValtiel]

is it nitrate or nitrite? im not that familiar with the method but i think the distinction might be important
someone feel free to correct me if im wrong on that

 

[heavyeyes]

SN is sodium nitrite. The stuff you see on Amazon now is sodium nitrate. I believe Amazon stopped selling SN a while back.

From what I've read antiemetics are necessary so you don't vomit.

 

[Jadzia]

I tried to off myself by hanging, but I'm such a failure I can't even tie a noose right. So I've decided to take Sodium Nitrate. I do have questions though
1: biggest one. I saw that SN is hard to acquire, like in this thread, then is the stuff I found on amazon legit? Effective?
2: Antiemetics, are they necessary, I would prefer not to take it if I absolutely have to since most of the day I'm not alone and Im not allowed to just leave and go somewhere far away, also I wouldn't know where to get the antiemetics.
And I guess that's it, if I remember any more questions I'll update it. I just wanna say it's really refreshing to have people to talk about stuff like this, everyone else I know either has their shit together, or is skilled enough to not need to consider suicide. If I did spill my guts on how I truly felt everyone would be freaking out, but not here.

The antiemetics that are recommend don't just reduce the chances of nausea and vomiting, they also empty your stomach quickly. They are often used for people with gastroparesis that have delayed stomach emptying.

With regards to Amazon, as said above, they sell nitrate not nitrite which is what you need

 

[EndlessDespair]

I tried to off myself by hanging, but I'm such a failure I can't even tie a noose right. So I've decided to take Sodium Nitrate. I do have questions though
1: biggest one. I saw that SN is hard to acquire, like in this thread, then is the stuff I found on amazon legit? Effective?
2: Antiemetics, are they necessary, I would prefer not to take it if I absolutely have to since most of the day I'm not alone and Im not allowed to just leave and go somewhere far away, also I wouldn't know where to get the antiemetics.
And I guess that's it, if I remember any more questions I'll update it. I just wanna say it's really refreshing to have people to talk about stuff like this, everyone else I know either has their shit together, or is skilled enough to not need to consider suicide. If I did spill my guts on how I truly felt everyone would be freaking out, but not here.

You need to make sure you buy *sodium Nitrite*, do NOT buy "Sodium nitrate". You can ctb without Antiemetic just fine, just make sure you have another glass ready in case you vomit too early.

 

[Yavannah]

how old are you if you are not allowed to just leave and go somewhere far away?
it sounds to me like you are pretty young
what are your reasons for wanting to ctb?
have you talked about your problems with someone in rl for example through therapy?