I have ordered N from D

[HopelessFight]

It was a tough decision which I took a long time thinking of, considering the risk and price, but I've ordered N from D ("B" in the PPH), paid it and just received a tracking number.

Now I'm very nervous, waiting for the package to arrive hopefully without damage and hopefully pass customs. But I consider this product as a sort of life insurance. I've been sent proof the official expiration date of his product is in several years, but it appears the product will last much, much longer if stored correctly.

Still considering whether to store it in the fridge or my living room as both seem okay. The fridge has the advantage of having a constant temperature, but visitors will be able to see it. The living room has the advantage of me being able to hide it, but temperature is not constant, especially during summer it will exceed the maximum storage temperature (25 degrees) as I don't have AC. I guess I have a little more time to think about it.

Before you ask, I've chosen D over A mainly because of the response time and the proof he could supply.

An extra thanks to @RainAndSadness for supplying the correct, reliable PPeH to this community.

I'm both excited and nervous now. It will be such a big relief if I would have this at home. SN would become my backup option

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

is the current PPeH downloaded from the resources a good source? 2021

 

[HopelessFight]

is the current PPeH downloaded from the resources a good source? 2021

Yes, the one in this topic:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

However, @RainAndSadness is working on uploading the newest release. I'm not sure if there is a change in that part of the PPeH, but if you wait a few more days, there will be a newer version available.

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

Yes, the one in this topic:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

However, @RainAndSadness is working on uploading the newest release. I'm not sure if there is a change in that part of the PPeH, but if you wait a few more days, there will be a newer version available.

Thanks muchly appreciated I will wait a few days for the updated one. It must feel resaurring knowing you can have a backup

 

[HopelessFight]

Update: I just received a message from UPS the delivery is sheduled in two days already. I've paid yesterday, D sent the package today. Fingers crossed.

 

[Thiopentone31]

Let us know, fingers crossed! Thanks for updates

 

[HopelessFight]

Everyone on this forum seem to order from A, there's not that much to find about D. It's also very confusing, because apparently there was another D in the past who used to be a scammer and in the PPH he is called B instead of D.

So yeah, I hope I will receive the correct product without any damage. In best case, I'll know Thursday already.

 

[Outofhope]

It was a tough decision which I took a long time thinking of, considering the risk and price, but I've ordered N from D ("B" in the PPH), paid it and just received a tracking number.

Now I'm very nervous, waiting for the package to arrive hopefully without damage and hopefully pass customs. But I consider this product as a sort of life insurance. I've been sent proof the official expiration date of his product is in several years, but it appears the product will last much, much longer if stored correctly.

Still considering whether to store it in the fridge or my living room as both seem okay. The fridge has the advantage of having a constant temperature, but visitors will be able to see it. The living room has the advantage of me being able to hide it, but temperature is not constant, especially during summer it will exceed the maximum storage temperature (25 degrees) as I don't have AC. I guess I have a little more time to think about it.

Before you ask, I've chosen D over A mainly because of the response time and the proof he could supply.

An extra thanks to @RainAndSadness for supplying the correct, reliable PPeH to this community.

I'm both excited and nervous now. It will be such a big relief if I would have this at home. SN would become my backup option

He didn't email me back. On his Templar email. Sadly

 

[Phoenix]

Was this just via email or the dark web?

 

[HopelessFight]

He didn't email me back. On his Templar email. Sadly

Someone else told me the same. He only seems to reply on the Protonmail address.

Was this just via email or the dark web?

Encrypted email. You can find it in the PPH.

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

Someone else told me the same. He only seems to reply on the Protonmail address.


Encrypted email. You can find it in the PPH.

Good thing I only use proton... I have not heard of CTemplar before honestly.

 

[HopelessFight]

UPDATE: I've got it!

Looks legit, bottle looks exactly like on the photo's and the photo's I've seen of A's bottles. They're much smaller than what I expected (well, it's just 100ml, but on photo's they look so big), which is a good thing in this case hehe.

I've paid D 3 days ago, he shipped it 2 days ago (overseas) and it arrived today. So 3 days from payment to delivery, that's extremely fast.

 

[RowdyH999]

I'm jealous lol. Glad it worked out!

 

[Chemicalcastration20]

Is N on the d Web? If so how much is it roughly?

 

[hahabye]

UPDATE: I've got it!

Looks legit, bottle looks exactly like on the photo's and the photo's I've seen of A's bottles. They're much smaller than what I expected (well, it's just 100ml, but on photo's they look so big), which is a good thing in this case hehe.

I've paid D 3 days ago, he shipped it 2 days ago (overseas) and it arrived today. So 3 days from payment to delivery, that's extremely fast.

Wow, that's incredibly quick! For me the whole process took at least a few weeks. But that was from A

 

[HopelessFight]

Is N on the d Web? If so how much is it roughly?

It's not on the dark web, look for the Peaceful Pill Handbook. Regarding prices, I prefer not to mention in public because both A and D ask to not disclose this kind of information in public. But I can tell you it is very expensive and D charges more than A.

Wow, that's incredibly quick! For me the whole process took at least a few weeks. But that was from A

I've contacted A as well and while it was cheaper, communication with him was very hard as it takes ages to get a response from him.

I've got 2, just like most people. A is even recommending 3 bottles if you weigh over 80kg, but I think that's really overkill unless you're extremely obese.

 

[Black Sky]

I'm glad to hear there's more than one good source of N available! Must be quite comforting to have it... may I ask what the official expiration date is? Or rather, how long it officially lasts from the moment that is shipped?

 

[Carrotcake]

Im happy to hear that! Good to know it's possible to get to NL.

 

[HopelessFight]

I'm glad to hear there's more than one good source of N available! Must be quite comforting to have it... may I ask what the official expiration date is? Or rather, how long it officially lasts from the moment that is shipped?

A few years. I prefer not to disclose the exact date in public, if you really want to know send me a PM or send him an e-mail (he will answer you such questions quickly). But apparently N lasts much longer than it's official expiration date, considering you store it well.

 

[BornBrief]

Do you mind sharing where you're from? I may be overlooking it

 

[HopelessFight]

Do you mind sharing where you're from? I may be overlooking it

Belgium

 

[suicidesheep31]

UPDATE: I've got it!

Looks legit, bottle looks exactly like on the photo's and the photo's I've seen of A's bottles. They're much smaller than what I expected (well, it's just 100ml, but on photo's they look so big), which is a good thing in this case hehe.

I've paid D 3 days ago, he shipped it 2 days ago (overseas) and it arrived today. So 3 days from payment to delivery, that's extremely fast.

I am happy for you !!!
It sounds as a relief, isn't it?
I envy you.
What are you feelings? (didn't check if someone already ask you...)

 

[HopelessFight]

I am happy for you !!!
It sounds as a relief, isn't it?
I envy you.
What are you feelings? (didn't check if someone already ask you...)

Mostly relief, because I was extremely stressed during the whole process. I mean, I sent a lot of money using bitcoin to some Mexican guy, you never know what happens. Then there's customs and the actual delivery: did he ship it to the right address, will the bottles look like on the photo's, will they be undamaged,.... it's extremely stressful.

Now the bottles are stored safely, in case I ever need them.

 

[suicidesheep31]

@DutchSuicidalPerson
Thanks for sharing your feelings.
I think I would get the same feelings as you.
A relief...
Yes, the process is stressful.
Again, I am sorry of course that the experiences in your life pushed you to consider this way to feel better. Or just to stop feeling.
I think I would be already in peace knowing that I have this solution when I need it (in a wise mind as my therapist would say).
Thanks for showing that's possible.

 

[HopelessFight]

Note: since I've created this topic, I had a lot of users asking me about D and ordering from him.

I've had a user confirming the same experience I've had - payment done, delivery within 2 days, however, I've had two users telling me their package is being held (not seized, but held) by customs. One of them is from the UK, the other one from a EU country. I hope things will turn out fine for them in the next upcoming days, it might as well just get processed soon without issues.

If you order N, you need to be aware this is, unlike SN, an illegal substance to import and so there is a risk importing this. This is not to scare people away, but you need to be aware of this risk, just like the PPH mentions several times.

I suspect why it's being held at customs for these 2 people while I rarely hear such stories when ordering from A. If someone recently ordered from A and is willing to help me out confirming something (non-personal), please send me a PM.

EDIT:
Before people ask, the user who had a successful delivery without customs issues as well is from the USA.

 

[RainAndSadness]

Interesting. If I didn't already possess enough N for 2-3 attempts, I'd also give it a try. I mean, I could give it a try anyway, you can't ever have enough N in my opinion and the more sources we can confirm with successful deliveries, the better for the people that seek out peaceful methods.

 

[HopelessFight]

Interesting. If I didn't already possess enough N for 2-3 attempts, I'd also give it a try. I mean, I could give it a try anyway, you can't ever have enough N in my opinion and the more sources we can confirm with successful deliveries, the better for the people that seek out peaceful methods.

I suspect why it's being held by customs for those two people. You have ordered from A in the past, right? If so, do you mind if I drop you a PM to confirm something?

 

[Thiopentone31]

please let us know how the situation will evolve.

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

Where is D from? Would rather order from closer to home, if it comes to that...

 

[HopelessFight]

Where is D from? Would rather order from closer to home, if it comes to that...

Both A and D ship from the same country.