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AltF4Mylife

AltF4Mylife

Member
Oct 10, 2025
52
I lost my friends after my psychosis episode and I have no one to talk too now. I was alright for a year without talking to anyone but now it feels like I'm going insane.
 
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Lamentice

Lamentice

Schizoid
Mar 27, 2023
111
I lost my friends after my psychosis episode and I have no one to talk too now. I was alright for a year without talking to anyone but now it feels like I'm going insane.
"You need a support circle" "You need community" "You need friends", and then this is the result after experiencing a crisis.
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
896
"You need a support circle" "You need community" "You need friends", and then this is the result after experiencing a crisis.
it's the same shit when people say "go to therapy" or "why don't you get on medication". A lot of the time even if there is good intent and logic behind the statement, it's often just a delegation of responsibility since people are not emotionally equipped enough to actually step up and be that support circle.

But to OP ngl I know how that is. I recently just got off a 2 year ghosting time in my life in which I wasn't talking to anyone aside my roommate, and even then I was scarcely talking to him. Sometimes it felt bearable but there were those times where it's really damn lonely and emotional.

Hope you're hanging in there :(. Life sucks and people suck even more. But we are unfortunately social creatures and that absence is sadly noticeable.
 
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whippedcream

whippedcream

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Nov 7, 2025
8
Hey, I'm sorry you're going through this rn. Hang in there and you're bound to find the right people for you eventually. In the meantime I'm here if you want to talk genuinely, i'm new to this site idk if there's dms but yeah 👍
 
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AshenRose

AshenRose

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Aug 23, 2025
15
I also have a few people to talk to. If you'd like, I'm here.
 
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CaptainSunshine!

CaptainSunshine!

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Oct 29, 2025
92
How do you actually write in private here?
You're still a new member, but once you post enough posts, you'll be able to dm others. You can hover over a profile to see if you can start a chat or conversation. Those options are next to follow and ignore.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
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In group therapy, as I've noted elsewhere... they repeatedly ask you about your support circle, your friends or family or significant other, who do you have for support, neighbors, etc... then when you tell them you have no one, they say you need to be self-sufficient.

They don't have the answers. They just like to pretend they have the answers.
 
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AshenRose

AshenRose

Member
Aug 23, 2025
15
How do you actually write in private here?

I tried, but probably there is some button that doesn't work
You're still a new member, but once you post enough posts, you'll be able to dm others. You can hover over a profile to see if you can start a chat or conversation. Those options are next to follow and ignore.

So I have to ignore a member? So I can write to them?
 
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CaptainSunshine!

CaptainSunshine!

Member
Oct 29, 2025
92
So I have to ignore a member? So I can write to them?
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You seem to have the permission to dm people now. I meant that the conversational options are next to follow and ignore. You don't need to click follow or ignore to initiate a conversation.
 
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KlixxFoxe

KlixxFoxe

Dreamer
Sep 21, 2025
68
I'm sorry that you have experienced hard times. I think there are a lot of people including me who would like to talk to you. Just remember that you're bot alone and God loves you!
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
58
I lost my friends after my psychosis episode and I have no one to talk too now. I was alright for a year without talking to anyone but now it feels like I'm going insane.
Just know that I'm here
I can be your friend and I'm here for you okay?
 
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coralreefer

coralreefer

justacion
Nov 8, 2025
9
I do have friends, but it's not like I can tell them jack shit. Like I can't just say "oh I actually don't wanna live anymore" or "btw I can't feel empathy". It kinda just feels pointless having them around, I wish they'd all just f off.
 
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nocatwaslost

nocatwaslost

free hugs
Dec 7, 2024
75
Thank you. Is there an overview
You're still a new member, but once you post enough posts, you'll be able to dm others. You can hover over a profile to see if you can start a chat or conversation. Those options are next to follow and ignore.
Thank you for the reply. Is there an overview on what I need to do? Is writing replies or enough or do I need to write own posts?
 
CaptainSunshine!

CaptainSunshine!

Member
Oct 29, 2025
92
Thank you. Is there an overview

Thank you for the reply. Is there an overview on what I need to do? Is writing replies or enough or do I need to write own posts?
I think replies and posts both count toward the full membership. Some people advise on playing the forum games for this, since those probably count.
 
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nocatwaslost

nocatwaslost

free hugs
Dec 7, 2024
75
I think replies and posts both count toward the full membership. Some people advise on playing the forum games for this, since those probably count.
Alright that is indeed helpful. I will try these out. Have a nice evening or day 🦊
 
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