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i can easily get a cannula from a clinic/small hospital. and a drip or anything else needed
Q.1 . how can someone administer 100ml of propofol under 5mins ? , i mean even if someone else do it there's no way 100 ml is going in veins under 5min without any problem
Q.2. Will only Midaz and Rocuronium be peaceful? if i dont get propofol?

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First, you need information about the anesthesia induction dose of midazolam. That is, what is the dose of midazolam needed to intubate a patient, providing the depth of surgical anesthesia? If we take the upper limit, it's 0.35 mg/kg. Your height and weight are important. At this dose, you are completely unconscious.

What form of midazolam do you have? 0.1% or 0.5%? If it's 0.5%, that's good news, it means faster injection. Assuming you weigh 70 kg, the anesthesia induction dose for you would be 24.5 mg. That's 5 cc of medication. If it's 0.1%, that's 25 cc.

The good news is that midazolam injections aren't as painful as propofol and thiopental. The bad news is that midazolam's effect is quite specific. Very different doses may be needed to achieve the depth of surgical anesthesia with midazolam. Whether it produces as deep sedation as propofol and thiopental is debatable. Rocuronium injections are painful, but not as much as propofol. The onset time for midazolam to induce deep surgical anesthesia and the onset time for rocuronium to paralyze the diaphragm muscle are similar, 60-90 seconds.

While your plan seems feasible, the only problem is midazolam's poor reputation for deep sedation. If you try to do this with propofol, things will become more complicated. Thiopental + rocuronium would be the best option, as thiopental is available in powder form in a vial.
 
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hello,
i am 42kg M ,
i have 1mg/ml Midaz , 5ml - 3vials ,so total 15mg midaz, i can get 5-10ml more if required.
have total 200mg of rocuronium, 100mg per 10ml vial

1. i have a digital pdf of procedure MAID CANADA and accordingly i was thinking ;
To take 5-6mg Midaz, and then 200mg rocuronium .
Q1. can i PUSH 20 ml (200mg) Rocuronium in my cannula in one go from a 20ml syringe? how many seconds should i take to push 20ml safely .?
Q2. can the process be somewhat peaceful ? or how would the suffering be or what/how would i feel , will it be painfull or will i feel like drowing? if u can please describe it somehow i would be great for me . thanks
Q2. how much Midaz should i take to increase my chance for deep sedation or for it to be as peaceful as it can be?
Q3. After taking all 200mg Rocuronium will death be a sure? and after how much time i will be gone (SURE GONE that no one can bring me back)?


2. theres 50-50 chance for me to get 1000mg (100ml) propofol (if i get propofol , it will come with lidocaine 2% too(separate 30ml)), but if i get it ,

Q1. How would i administer it ?
- i was thinking to empty a NS 100ml bottle and then fill it up with propofol and then use it with IV set , ill hang the bottle from ceiling so gravity does its work, after preparing everything and just after starting my drip , should i take 10-20ml propofol stat? i'll be in deep sleep i guess and the drip will gradually/slowly be doing its work.

Q2. How much time does a normal gravity drip takes to infuse 100ml through 22G AND 20G?



Thank you for the help.
 
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hello,
i am 42kg M ,
i have 1mg/ml Midaz , 5ml - 3vials ,so total 15mg midaz, i can get 5-10ml more if required.
have total 200mg of rocuronium, 100mg per 10ml vial

1. i have a digital pdf of procedure MAID CANADA and accordingly i was thinking ;
To take 5-6mg Midaz, and then 200mg rocuronium .
Q1. can i PUSH 20 ml (200mg) Rocuronium in my cannula in one go from a 20ml syringe? how many seconds should i take to push 20ml safely .?
Q2. can the process be somewhat peaceful ? or how would the suffering be or what/how would i feel , will it be painfull or will i feel like drowing? if u can please describe it somehow i would be great for me . thanks
Q2. how much Midaz should i take to increase my chance for deep sedation or for it to be as peaceful as it can be?
Q3. After taking all 200mg Rocuronium will death be a sure? and after how much time i will be gone (SURE GONE that no one can bring me back)?


2. theres 50-50 chance for me to get 1000mg (100ml) propofol (if i get propofol , it will come with lidocaine 2% too(separate 30ml)), but if i get it ,

Q1. How would i administer it ?
- i was thinking to empty a NS 100ml bottle and then fill it up with propofol and then use it with IV set , ill hang the bottle from ceiling so gravity does its work, after preparing everything and just after starting my drip , should i take 10-20ml propofol stat? i'll be in deep sleep i guess and the drip will gradually/slowly be doing its work.

Q2. How much time does a normal gravity drip takes to infuse 100ml through 22G AND 20G?



Thank you for the help.
First of all i am so sorry you are here. I can feel you and don't forget you don't know about me, you don't know who I am and cannot be sure about the information coming from me. You must search about my answers. Don't trust anyone. Make your own research.

5-6 mg midazolam is used as an anxiolytic in Canada's procedure. It is like premedication. Anesthesia induction dose of midazolam is 42 * 0.35 = 14,7 mg for you but if I were you, I'd make it 30mg.


Q1. can i PUSH 20 ml (200mg) Rocuronium in my cannula in one go from a 20ml syringe? how many seconds should i take to push 20ml safely .?

You can push 20 cc in 10 seconds with 22g cannula on the large vein but this will be really fast. You can push it in 15 - 20 seconds with normal speed easily.




Q2. can the process be somewhat peaceful ? or how would the suffering be or what/how would i feel , will it be painfull or will i feel like drowing?

This depends entirely on the depth of sedation that midazolam provides. With propofol or thiopental you will be in deep coma but with midazolam? I don't know.




Q2. how much Midaz should i take to increase my chance for deep sedation or for it to be as peaceful as it can be?

My answer will be 2 * anesthesia induction dose for a guarantee. So 30mg but still not guaranteed.




Q3. After taking all 200mg Rocuronium will death be a sure? and after how much time i will be gone (SURE GONE that no one can bring me back)?

Yes you will be gone for sure with 200mg rocuronium. If someone find you and unless a healthcare professional with an ambu bag finds you, you have no chance of survival.




You don't need 1000mg of propofol with rocuronium. You need 2 * anesthesia induction dose of it. So 42 * 2,5mg(without premedication) = 105 mg. 200 - 210 mg bolus dose of propofol is enough for you. This dose can give you minimum 5 min of surgical depth of sedation. Plan is that simply.

1- Inject rocuronium first in 20 seconds.
2- Inject propofol in 15-20 seconds. You have 15-20 seconds after start pushing.
3- Complete deep coma at thirty-five or fortieth seconds. Rapid onset of apnea due to propofol. This may last for 1 minute. Desaturation begins.
4- 60-90 seconds. Diaphragm muscle failure due to rocuronium.
5- Minute 5. 0% saturation.
6- Death in 6-10 min.

You need bolus dose of propofol not infusion.
 
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1. I cannot get Propofol now, the dealer said no . i made up a story for getting rocuronium saying i need a muscle relaxant cause i'm an athlete(yes i was lucky(did pay a 3x amount)). but after a week when i told him to get propofol for me , today he said no . Cause the injection is way too obvious to be used for dying.

2. i have read that Rocuronium hurt , will it hurt taking 20ml in 15-20 seconds? , should i dilute it with a few ml of saline ? can i use LIDOCAINE 10% spray?

I have a few prescribed drugs , should i consume them too , if they can work with midaz for a better sedation that is.
2. i have CLONAZEPAM 0.5mg x10 =5mg , i think i can get 5mg more , so total 10mg.
3. i have CLOBAZAM 30mg tablets , i can get as much as i want .

If there is any other type of drug that can be prescribed for insomnia or for sleep , i can try getting it.

Sorry if i'm asking you so many questions, i have read many posts (even your's (and thanks for the info you put on this site)) about rocuronium but didnt get a single one using it without any propofol.

Thank you so much for the help , i am kinda happy lol.
thanks.

# I HAVE SN TOO , and metoclopramide

@Sunset Limited
 
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2. i have read that Rocuronium hurt , will it hurt taking 20ml in 15-20 seconds? , should i dilute it with a few ml of saline ? can i use LIDOCAINE 10% spray?

I really don't know. Pain score of rocuronium is specific but it hurts less than propofol. It's tolerable.




I have a few prescribed drugs , should i consume them too , if they can work with midaz for a better sedation that is.
2. i have CLONAZEPAM 0.5mg x10 =5mg , i think i can get 5mg more , so total 10mg.
3. i have CLOBAZAM 30mg tablets , i can get as much as i want .


Forget about them my friend. They are irrelevant in this equation.




Sorry if i'm asking you so many questions, i have read many posts (even your's (and thanks for the info you put on this site)) about rocuronium but didnt get a single one using it without any propofol.

No worries. You can search about Anestofol in this forum. It is euthanasia form of propofol.



Thank you so much for the help , i am kinda happy lol.
thanks.


I wish we were talking about something we both love. Even silly footballbut we are here at the end. I hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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yeah me too, take care friend.
 
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