Venting I have fucking lost everything possible in my life...

[thenobrainer]

I fucking lost it all, everything I have ever known. My own family wants nothing to fucking do with me; they have cut me off for being transgender. I've lost my education because there's nobody left to pay for college, and I doubt that anybody would loan out 50,000+ dollars to some broke-ass college kid. I lost my job, and now I owe THEM about 20k cause there was some early termination clause I signed without reading properly. I have no friends, I have no money left cause i had to use it all to fucking pay off my company. I have no money, property, or anything meaningful to my name.

man, fuck my life. I lost my family, education, job, money and everything other fucking thing.

I hope when I CTB, it'll be fucking painful. I hope I suffer and I hope I regret ever being born (not that I don't already. I remember, even as a child wishing I was never born). I hope I slowly and painfully feel the life being drained from my pathetic body.

 

[Max1714]

Don't end your life, there's always another way. I don't know what yours is, but I'll say this: the world will always destroy good people, but what makes them good is that we rebuild ourselves from the pain. We carry on. You are worthy of living, and I would hate to lose yet another good person.

 

[plantlife]

Don't end your life, there's always another way. I don't know what yours is, but I'll say this: the world will always destroy good people, but what makes them good is that we rebuild ourselves from the pain. We carry on. You are worthy of living, and I would hate to lose yet another good person.

Man. I'm not encouraging OP to CTB, but we're pro-choice here. "There's always another way" isn't in the spirit of the forum.

Why are you here? Did you make an account to "save" people?

 

[Max1714]

Man. I'm not encouraging OP to CTB, but we're pro-choice here. "There's always another way" isn't in the spirit of the forum.

Why are you here? Did you make an account to "save" people?

Forgive me for being ''Human''

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Man. I'm not encouraging OP to CTB, but we're pro-choice here. "There's always another way" isn't in the spirit of the forum.

Why are you here? Did you make an account to "save" people?

I don't think there's anything wrong with encouraging people not to ctb as long as you aren't trying to guilt trip or manipulate them in some way. Truth be told majority of suicidal people truly can get better and change their circumstance. There is just a rare minority that have some form of mental/physical ailment that will torment them for the rest of their life. Encouraging someone to live doesn't necessarily mean you are against their right to ctb. It just means you think they could possibly have other options to ease their pain that are not ctb.

 

[Max1714]

Fine i won't give advise sorry for caring i'll stop i don't want to hurt anyones fealings

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Fine i won't give advise sorry for caring i'll stop i don't want to hurt anyones fealings

Don't worry you probably weren't hurting anyone's feelings. You're a good person and you were just trying to help.