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hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♡
Jan 7, 2026
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I don't know if this is the right place to post this. I was looking at Off Topic but I don't think it would fit there.

I struggled with cutting since I was 13, then I stopped that and started drinking the past 2 years. Now that I've (mostly) stopped drinking, I'm binging. I go from one bad habit to another and it makes me want to die. It's like my brain and body don't know peace. It's hard to break the cycle of addiction. I'm constantly searching for that dopamine hit. I hope I'll beat this like I beat my other addictions. Thanks for listening.
 
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