Venting i have access to a gun

[picklemeow]

I have access to a gun. I go visit my dad a few times and I stay there for a while. he has a gun. I had already planned to take it and go to the forest behind his house, and shoot myself there. but I was too scared to get caught as it was in his car, and there was cameras outside. my sister told me the cameras don't work and I found a bullet in his car, which I took. one single bullet. I am going back very soon since I forgot something there and I am planning on doing it in the forest.ill wait to see if life gets any better, and if it doesn't I am going to go through with my plans

 

[koro]

I hope you succeed in getting the peace you deserve, good luck.

 

[Reuthry]

Guns are actually a good way to go, quick and surely lethal if done correctly.
Hoping the best for you. I wish you can find peace no matter what you choose to do.

 

[Mx_Pathetic]

Hope you don't fail. May you rest in peace. Good luck on your mission

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[dreamingofrest]

First off I love your profile picture, it's very cute.
Secondly: it seems like you still have some hope, so hold on to that if you can. I'm glad you said you're going to wait and see what happens, I think that's the best way to go about it.
Whatever does happen, whatever you choose, I wish you peace and comfort.

 

[picklemeow]

First off I love your profile picture, it's very cute.
Secondly: it seems like you still have some hope, so hold on to that if you can. I'm glad you said you're going to wait and see what happens, I think that's the best way to go about it.
Whatever does happen, whatever you choose, I wish you peace and comfort.

thank you. I was thinking of hospitalizing myself. probably the best of the options, since I'm clearly not that stable right now. but I'll wait and see thank you so much

 

[dreamingofrest]

thank you. I was thinking of hospitalizing myself. probably the best of the options, since I'm clearly not that stable right now. but I'll wait and see thank you so much

That may be a good option for you, if you're considering it I'd say at least try it and see how it goes. I really do hope things get better for you.
Feel free to reach out whenever and let me know how you're doing.

 

[grungy自殺]

I'll love to own one soon.

 

[Angel of Spades]

Just please make sure you aim correctly! Too many people have had to suffer the consequences of not knowing how to target the correct areas. Make sure you take a look at the firearms resource thread :)