Help i have a crush on my friend

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i didnt know which prefix to use cause its literally just a random thing that i cant really tell anybody about but its such a non issue that calling it venting seems pretty weird lol so i just decided to go with help tho i am not looking for advice or anything. for context i am trans and in my circle there are mostly other trans people. however a while back i made a friend and he is a cis man. hes is literally the only cis man that i am friends with. he is queer (pansexual). and i have a crush on him. and its kinda funny. he has a gf so i know that my crush is going nowhere. and i dont really care. cause it's literally like "damn, he hot and kinda emotionally mature" and that is it. that's all there is to my crush. and it's kinda funny. also i fully believe that you can have a crush on sb and still be friends and it doesn't have to interfere with your friendship. i mean as long as you're not actively trying to be in a relationship with them, it's fine. and in my case i am fully aware that we will never be together. even if he was single i don't think i'd want to be in a relationship with him cause i am not relationship material rn xDdd. like i'd like to make out with the guy like a few times, maybe end up having a situationship just to realise we're better off as friends or never speak again. idk. i guess i just find it mildly amusing that out of all my friends i have a crush on a cis guy. but yeah, not something i struggle with just something mildly amusing and kinda fun especially since there is no chance of it going anywhere so there isnt any room for disappointment and mixed messages.