Help I have 81 mg clonzepam, 750 mg tramadol, 270 mg codeine, and some street heroin

[PAINI]

im collecting drugs, want to combine benzodiazepines with opioids, and possibly some alcohol
tips anyone? how not to puke it all its a lot of pills, also I have street heroin in powder and dont know how to take it + what should be the right order of taking -
clonzepam
codeine
tramadol
heroin
alcohol

any tips will help.
I tried to kill myself twice when I was younger but didn't actually knew how to do it.
im 29 now and I just hate this life. I hate everyone and really want to die. please help me.

 

[Kanau_Nano]

You might vomit you might blackout and act crazy getting the attention of ems, you might also get brain/organ damage. I mixed alcohol opioids benzos and muscle relaxers and lived. It was a lot.

 

[PAINI]

You might vomit you might blackout and act crazy getting the attention of ems, you might also get brain/organ damage. I mixed alcohol opioids benzos and muscle relaxers and lived. It was a lot.

do you remember how many pills from each? can you expand more? thanks

 

[Kanau_Nano]

do you remember how many pills from each? can you expand more? thanks

It was years ago, very traumatic in the hospital, and I blacked out while i continued taking everything. I don't remember very well.

It was half a bottle of strong alcohol about, lots of Valium hydro oxy and maybe codeine? I know i had that at the time. A bunch of two different muscle relaxers i forgot the name of and weed which probably didn't do much. I'm not 100% sure if this is all I took. I did have almost nothing in all in my bottles when I checked after the hospital. I had almost no tolerance when I did this also.

I did almost die tho. They told me I was lucky to live. My breathing was extremely slow and I was falling all over. I made a commotion enough for ems to get me

It's really risky I'm lucky i didn't hurt myself too bad or get brain damage.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

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[PAINI]

It was years ago, very traumatic in the hospital, and I blacked out while i continued taking everything. I don't remember very well.

It was half a bottle of strong alcohol about, lots of Valium hydro oxy and maybe codeine? I know i had that at the time. A bunch of two different muscle relaxers i forgot the name of and weed which probably didn't do much. I'm not 100% sure if this is all I took. I did have almost nothing in all in my bottles when I checked after the hospital. I had almost no tolerance when I did this also.

I did almost die tho. They told me I was lucky to live. My breathing was extremely slow and I was falling all over. I made a commotion enough for ems to get me

It's really risky I'm lucky i didn't hurt myself too bad or get brain damage.

thanks for sharing. I hope you are doing and feeling better these days

 

[Kanau_Nano]

I felt the need to come back and say please don't do this. I understand wanting to. If you vomit which is easy to do you can get a lot out of your system. If you black out, which you will who knows what you will do. If you have a tolerance this is not a good idea on top of the other bad things. You can get really hurt and really really wish you were dead. Overdosing on anything is bad. You don't know how pure your h is either. I'm sorry you are thinking about this please don't try this.

 

[wannabeangel]

i would not OD on tramadol as doses over 400mg iirc lowers your seizure threshold, you will just have a seizure and probably serotonin syndrome. ODs are very unreliable for the most part unless you're following some specific protocol. i thought about just ODing as well since i also have kpins and tramadol, but you would need so much to meet the LD50 of most drugs, and you have no clue how strong the h will be even when mixed with everything else. if i had all that i would save especially the benzos for a method that's more reliable if i was certain and didnt wanna risk only injuring myself