
sapphoslastpoem
Student
- Jun 23, 2022
- 111
In 19 days is my "traumaversary". I hope by the time that day hits, I'm not too much of a coward to end this shit. I'm tired of being the town pariah, I'm tired of the fucking flashbacks and paranoia, I'm tired of the loneliness, I'm tired of being fucking agoraphobic but I have no choice but to experience all of the above. I have to die or none of this shit will end. I have to end it.