Venting I hate when people force toxic positivity, it’s insensitive

[FuneralCry]

I cannot stand it when people force toxic positivity and I feel like people do that especially around this time of year. It's just insane to believe in such a thing as "happiness" in this nightmarish and evil world where there is unlimited potential to suffer endlessly. Toxic positivity towards existence is just so insensitive and invalidating as it dismisses the fact that existence itself is the true problem.

The whole idea of happiness is just so delusional in this reality, there's nothing "happy" about how existence causes nothing but harm, there's no happiness in how existing beings have been tormented so senselessly all throughout history in this futile existence where chance so cruelly determines everything.

Peace only exists in death, there is no peace in being conscious and aware in this hellish reality destined for nothing but to decay and suffer in the process. Existence is nothing but suffering which is why I hate any toxic positivity, I just find it so disgusting how humans push the lie of happiness, to me wanting to die is all that could ever make sense to escape from the cruelty and futilty of existing. It's evil how humans wish to restrict peaceful suicide methods, we should all just be able to permanently escape from this existence in peace whenever we want to.

 

[edu0z]

dont worry everything will be ok just hang on there!!!

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

Don't get me wrong, sometimes constant doom and gloom can be grating and tiring, i get tired of hearing myself be miserable but i can't help it.

like i said with my family on Christmas, it was so fake i wanted to punch them so bad lol