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funeraleveryday

funeraleveryday

please help me die
May 16, 2020
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I only want to die and think of dying but I just cant do it without a huge emotional burst, it will always be impulsive for me, and im too mentally fatigued and dissociated to plan in advance

I just walk around and drink herbal tea and time the minutes going by. Right now theres still 5 hours until I can take melatonin and sleep. It's so boring and agonizing. I only think about suicide but I just can't hang myself. I wish I was a man just so I could kill myself. Even when I have a friend I just want to die. Theres nothing that can fix my life because ive always hated life. I hate life.
 
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Unicr0n

Unicr0n

Stuck in a black hole...
Mar 26, 2024
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Sleep feels so much better than being conscious most days
 
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