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cymbaline23

cymbaline23

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May 1, 2024
36
I'm sick of this world and everyone in it. I hope everyone in the healthcare system dies. I hope they suffer the way I've suffered. There's no help in this world. I hope every one of these sorry mother fuckers dies a miserable death. I hope they lose everyone they love. People like this needs what's coming to them. Someone needs to do something to make a change. I wish the earth would fucking explode. I need to die. I just need to die. Fuck everyone. I'm want to find every pill I can and take them all and down it with whatever alcohol I can find I don't give a fuck this world is inherently flawed and sickening. Society did this to me. My mother did this to me. I hope they all fucking die. No one cares until you're gone. I need to fucking die. There's no way out there never any way out. I NEED A METHOD THERES NO FUCKING HELP I NEED SOMETHING TO DIE BUT THERES NOTHING KIL L ME PLEASE JUST KILL ME I SONT DESERVE THIS
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
I am going to be honest with you...I hate this place, this zoo.....this prison
 
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Unrecognizable7

Unrecognizable7

Student
Mar 22, 2025
186
I am with you, if you really want to die, I understand, I don't think I can cope much longer either. In the meantime, do you want to just talk about what it is that is torturing you so much?
 
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BrokenMindAndBody

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May 31, 2024
42
I generally agree. This place is a prison.
 
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cymbaline23

cymbaline23

Member
May 1, 2024
36
I'm sick of this world and everyone in it. I hope everyone in the healthcare system dies. I hope they suffer the way I've suffered. There's no help in this world. I hope every one of these sorry mother fuckers dies a miserable death. I hope they lose everyone they love. People like this needs what's coming to them. Someone needs to do something to make a change. I wish the earth would fucking explode. I need to die. I just need to die. Fuck everyone. I'm want to find every pill I can and take them all and down it with whatever alcohol I can find I don't give a fuck this world is inherently flawed and sickening. Society did this to me. My mother did this to me. I hope they all fucking die. No one cares until you're gone. I need to fucking die. There's no way out there never any way out. I NEED A METHOD THERES NO FUCKING HELP I NEED SOMETHING TO DIE BUT THERES NOTHING KIL L ME PLEASE JUST KILL ME I SONT DESERVE THIS
I don't actually want anyone to be hurt, I just wish there was more help and understanding in this world. Because that's the real problem, there's not enough love in this world, and I just continue that cycle by saying the awful stuff I do sometimes. Sometimes I instantly regret the things I say, and other times I see or hear something that puts things into perspective, and makes me realize I don't truly feel this way. I don't know what the answers are or how to make anything better. I'm just so tired of the injustice and pain, and I'm so tired of getting angry. But yeah, I don't want any of this to happen
 
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TrappedGnostic

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Jun 3, 2025
31
I personally don't hate the world, I just wish I weren't born. I am a very bad fit for life; a friendless freak/weirdo.
 
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