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Roseate
Arcanist
- Mar 24, 2021
- 474
Been looking for a job for freaking months. Months. Idk if someone is praying on my downfall or if I just have shit luck or if this world is just trying to get me to blow my brains or maybe this is a sign I need to move cuz I finally land a job, my dumbass ignored all the other interview calls I received which was only like 2 I knew it was a mistake but ugh too late to do anything about it. Anyways, it was a new job for me and I was training but like am I not allowed to make mistakes during training? Because of a couple of mistakes, they let me go. But those mistakes weren't even really my fault. They just suck at organizing for shit. They keep losing shit and making a mess and nothing is how it's supposed to be done. Honestly there were red flags but I needed a job. I'm not even sad I got let go, I just don't get where they get the nerve? They act like shit was running smoothly without me, then have the nerve to say some stuff were going smoothly and some stuff weren't as if the stuff I was making mistakes on weren't because they were making mistakes on those things too. It's just annoying. I'm going home and applying for jobs and calling places up but everything in me just want to grab my shit and leave the damn fucking state. They always want a blame guy, I understand I made the mistakes but it's not like it was 3 times. It was freaking twice he even said so himself. Gosh these people have no idea what it's like, and I wish they could feel an ounce of what I feel on the daily every single waking moment of their lives forever. I wish they could feel it all. I'm so fucking annoyed tbh. Just typical bullshit this world normalizes.