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nptg5

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Aug 30, 2023
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a lot.
 
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user56765567

In recovery and getting help
Oct 1, 2023
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Holidays have been so artificial for me. I can't stand doing them with my immediate family but also my extended family if we go over to do festivities with them. Most holidays just remind me how alone I really am, how hypocritical and disgusting my society is and how unfair things are in this life.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

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Sep 30, 2023
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Yeah, having to spend time with people you don't like such as fake family and friends and pretending to be happy when all you want to do is scream.
 
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outrider567

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I used to like them...now I dread them
 
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asian.neet

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Oct 13, 2023
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It reminds me of my old self. Before my life got fucked over entirely.

I relate. A lot. On all holidays at this point. Not just the Thanksgiving to new years pipeline
 
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hermestrimegistus

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Sep 16, 2023
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I think the holidays would be kind of nice if I had family that didn't fucking suck. Mostly I just hate the material worship that is secular christmas. Weird when people celebrate things without analyzing why they're doing it and the significance of it. Doing things "just 'cause" is beyond bizarre to me. And thanksgiving is mostly binge eating and drinking, so. I don't understand mindlessly meeping up with traditions that hold no meaning for people other than "everybody else does it"
 

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