Venting I hate that there is no easy way to commit

[Neutral]

Every day I fantasize about CTB, but I know I'll never be able to get myself to do it because of the amount of pain and effort involved.

Why is there no easy method to do it painlessly?

If I am from a third world country, with no money to my name, why can't I end myself easily?

I wish there was a button I could press to instantly go inexistent

 

[Ghostinplainsight]

something that runs through my mind a lot is that, it seems so easy to die if you're not intending to but as soon as you're trying, it's so much harder. Survival instinct is a bitch.

 

[Neutral]

something that runs through my mind a lot is that, it seems so easy to die if you're not intending to but as soon as you're trying, it's so much harder. Survival instinct is a bitch.

I don't know since I've never really tried. Fantasizing about it is my go to cope.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I also wish for the same and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing to free myself from this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen, it's so cruel to me how I cannot just have a death like falling into an dreamless, eternal sleep, all I want is to never wake ever again, I hope you find peace.