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Leavesfromthevine

Leavesfromthevine

Untreated Trauma
Nov 23, 2023
339
I want to ctb badly but I just can't bring myself to do it yet. For the past two or three years I've been helping a parent pretty much survive. They don't know how to pay bills, save money, or do anything that a normal adult has to do. This has led to me to push off my ctb date for too long.

The good is that I've decided once I help them pay off a car I helped buy I'll ctb. I have two siblings that can step up and help on top of all their family and friends that can help them figure out life.

This mental fight I constantly have with myself is exhausting I just want it to be done.
 
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