Venting i hate nostalgia because i don't really have any good memories

[settling]

well i guess it would be more appropriate to say that every time i hear something that incurs a sense of nostalgia i feel like shit because the subject that i feel nostalgic for has bad memories always almost connoted with it
music, games, anything
i know i have good memories, i just wish i could remember them

 

[itsgone2]

I know what you mean. Though I have a lot of regret. Even good memories are ruined by knowing I acted poorly at some point.
All thoughts are torture at this point

 

[settling]

I know what you mean. Though I have a lot of regret. Even good memories are ruined by knowing I acted poorly at some point.
All thoughts are torture at this point

yeah a lot of them for me are shame related