JustSomeRandomLoser
Member
- Aug 25, 2023
- 5
Everything sucks and I feel like my life is going downhill. My grades are slipping, and all I do is just scroll on my phone like some defective piece of trash. I've tried talking to my friends about it, but it's like they don't even care. They just half-ass their response and switch the topic, eventually I've given up on trying to get someone to care and comfort me. Despite all that I still feel the need to vent, so online forums have been my go-to.
I feel like a jester, having to entertain everyone or else risk them abandoning me and throwing me aside. I've kept up my funny little act for so long, but on the inside I just feel like clawing at my skin and just throwing myself off the tallest building.
I've been considering ctb for a while, I'm not sure if I'll follow up with it but I might post little updates about it. (If anyone really cares)
If anyone bothered to read this far I really appreciate you, just the thought of someone reading about my dumb little problems makes me a little happy. Thanks :).
I feel like a jester, having to entertain everyone or else risk them abandoning me and throwing me aside. I've kept up my funny little act for so long, but on the inside I just feel like clawing at my skin and just throwing myself off the tallest building.
I've been considering ctb for a while, I'm not sure if I'll follow up with it but I might post little updates about it. (If anyone really cares)
If anyone bothered to read this far I really appreciate you, just the thought of someone reading about my dumb little problems makes me a little happy. Thanks :).
