I hate my parents. I hope they die. I want everyone to die.

[Yziar]

I hate my parents for raising me as a poorfag Muslim.

My mind was raped and corrupted with religious indoctrination. I had to push myself to confinement as a result of it and it ruined me. I was completely manipulated and brainwashed to live with a false sense of hope that the hedonists will go to hell and suffer for their shenanigans and fulfillment in this "temporary" life.

Ironically it's the other way round. The religious fanatics are the ones coping by ostracizing themselves from worldly pressures because of some words written by a charlatan.

I absolutely resent them. I want them to die for being so selfish. They are ugly and poor and chose to birth a child. How could someone be so cruel to do that?

They would constantly berate and abuse me whenever they saw me not studying and it was just emotionally painful, because they would cause me to suffer while everyone got to fulfill their life. I never got the social development and growth that every other kid got. I was forced to stay at home and study all day. And now here I am, 19 years of my life without a single friend. I would look at my classmates Instagram's and they would be having fun, sex, drinking alcohol, building relationships and making lifelong memories. I'll never get that, not with how mentally destroyed I am.

I want everyone to die. I hope this world ends.

 

[apathetic.]

I hate my parents too. If it weren't for then I wouldn't be kmsing. Destroyed lives with religion and abuse. Just want to beat the religion out of them

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

I think all of the lessons we're taught are shit.

"Don't be a whore, men don't marry whores" - I adhered to this and I've never been proposed to.
"Tell the truth and you'll be okay" - Yeah right, look how people respond if you actually tell them the way things are.
"Work hard and you'll always be financially stable" - NOPE

The ACTUAL life lesson is simply do what you fucking like. People might hate you for it but they'll respect you.

 

[Death is beautiful]

I hate my parents for raising me as a poorfag Muslim.

My mind was raped and corrupted with religious indoctrination. I had to push myself to confinement as a result of it and it ruined me. I was completely manipulated and brainwashed to live with a false sense of hope that the hedonists will go to hell and suffer for their shenanigans and fulfillment in this "temporary" life.

Ironically it's the other way round. The religious fanatics are the ones coping by ostracizing themselves from worldly pressures because of some words written by a charlatan.

I absolutely resent them. I want them to die for being so selfish. They are ugly and poor and chose to birth a child. How could someone be so cruel to do that?

They would constantly berate and abuse me whenever they saw me not studying and it was just emotionally painful, because they would cause me to suffer while everyone got to fulfill their life. I never got the social development and growth that every other kid got. I was forced to stay at home and study all day. And now here I am, 19 years of my life without a single friend. I would look at my classmates Instagram's and they would be having fun, sex, drinking alcohol, building relationships and making lifelong memories. I'll never get that, not with how mentally destroyed I am.

I want everyone to die. I hope this world ends.

I have a very similar situation.Until I was 15, I was a Muslim and I was brought up in a very conservative family, now I have been banned from doing the business I was doing because the money I earn is not "halal" everything I earned is just gone. Also, due to the fact that I was brought up very conservatively, I can't have fun with other friends, have sex and all that, I went to another city and tried to live like everyone else, but I didn't succeed, it was too late. Despite this, I honestly do not wish my parents to die. This is the reason why I want to commit suicide, I can't live the rest of my days as an atheist and I'm definitely not going to get married, have children and everything else. I think our stories are very similar, do you also intend to commit suicide because of this?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry your life has been ruined, some people are just so cruel. Life is terrible, I see it as a curse to be born. I wish you the best.

 

[newave3]

I want everyone to die. I hope this world ends.

Fortunately, you don't have to hope or wish for this. It's going to happen.

 

[ContinuousJump]

My mind was raped and corrupted with religious indoctrination.

I'm so very sorry and regretful for what has happened to you.

Ironically it's the other way round. The religious fanatics ... because of some words written by a charlatan.

You see the truth that your parents were too weak to see. You know better than them—to not make their same mistakes.

You're better than them.

I absolutely resent them. I want them to die for being so selfish. They are ugly and poor and chose to birth a child. How could someone be so cruel to do that?

Dearest @YaniAR16,

Mindful of your other thread (about pleasure in other's suffering, including shootings) and your username... Are you having any urges to lash-out and cause any harms to others? Have you done any prep at all in that direction?

There's absolutely no shame if that's the case.

You're clearly very intelligent and articulate.

What can we do to help you? I think everyone here would like you to have more peace.

Violence often begets violence. If you have those sort of feelings, please, I kindly ask you—break the evil cycle of suffering.

If I'm reading way too much into this (very likely the case), please accept my wholehearted, personal apology to you. I am only asking because I care about you and want good for you.

I never got...
I was forced...
without a single friend...
classmates Instagram's ... fun, sex, alcohol, relationships, memories.
I'll never...
how mentally destroyed I am.

I weep for your suffering .

We all live in a "shithole country" (of life/existence)...

 

[Yziar]

I hate my parents too. If it weren't for then I wouldn't be kmsing. Destroyed lives with religion and abuse. Just want to beat the religion out of them

Literal clown world. More than half the world believe in a phony deity and many fought and killed each other over it.

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

Literal clown world. More than half the world believe in a phony deity and many fought and killed each other over it.

Do you use /pol/? 'Muslimfag' and 'clown world' is why I'm asking

 

[Yziar]

Dearest @YaniAR16,

Mindful of your other thread (about pleasure in other's suffering, including shootings) and your username... Are you having any urges to lash-out and cause any harms to others? Have you done any prep at all in that direction?

There's absolutely no shame if that's the case.

You're clearly very intelligent and articulate.

What can we do to help you? I think everyone here would like you to have more peace.

Violence often begets violence. If you have those sort of feelings, please, I kindly ask you—break the evil cycle of suffering.

If I'm reading way too much into this (very likely the case), please accept my wholehearted, personal apology to you. I am only asking because I care about you and want good for you.

Nearly all mass shootings have been pointless and didn't alter any laws and society. I completely condemn any violent attacks. I'd say i'm just a fantasist. I wouldn't and have no attention to harm anyone or commit any heinous acts.

Do you use /pol/? 'Muslimfag' and 'clown world' is why I'm asking

4chan? It's filled with degenerates and people who can't think beyond a scope of reasoning.

A lot of them believe in dumb propaganda they read regarding covid vaccines. They're all sheeps.

 

[ContinuousJump]

Nearly all mass shootings have been pointless and didn't alter any laws and society. I completely condemn any violent attacks. I'd say i'm just a fantasist. I wouldn't and have no attention to harm anyone or commit any heinous acts.

And there it is again... your clear intelligence and good diction.

Do any possibilities exist for you to "escape" the control of your parents? I know at 19 that's difficult. Are you able to go to college? That would be a different world for you.

I know all-in-all life sucks, but if you were on your own, maybe you could get a chance for some of your Instagram desires...?

What country do you live in?

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

4chan? It's filled with degenerates and people who can't think beyond a scope of reasoning.

A lot of them believe in dumb propaganda they read regarding covid vaccines. They're all sheeps.

The psychology of 4chan isn't much different to anywhere else, they're just on the extreme right of the scale. They still blindly believe rubbish, just different kinds.

There's also people openly degenerate on Twitter and Youtube. It's all a cesspit, really.

 

[meetapple]

Are you able to go to college?

I'd imagine you could get into a pretty decent college.

 

[Panna]

Fortunately, you don't have to hope or wish for this. It's going to happen.

Can't wait to see it, hopefully soon.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Yeah I deleted all social media to cut all ties to my past classmates/friends. It might help to block all your friends that put you down like this.
I am sorry they treated you like this, I feel the same. I was also pushed into studying. I bet you are not lost case, If you do not have autism or Asperger's It will be easy for you to catch up, though it might be hard if you suffer from mental illness. If that is the case I cannot help as I am not a doctor. I will try to use lithium orotate supplements for my depression and mental pain and If that doesn't work, well... my next supplement will be argon gas or thick rope around my neck, sweet.

Talking about redemption; I think death redeem us all from whatever we do, just please do not consider it as encouragement to suicide. I think It is kind of beautiful that we can stop to exist in this plane and do not be bothered even more by pain. I wish asteroid would smash the earth and save us all sometimes.

 

[summers]

@YaniAR16 you'll get what you want, because everyone is going to die at some point.