Venting i hate my life

[batmanreal]

every day is so boring and lonely. i go to work, want to die the whole day, go home, do nothing, struggle to sleep. on my off days, i stay home. i just clean, then do nothing for the rest of the day. there's nothing to do. i have nowhere to go, and even if i did, i'd just be miserable there because i have no one to go with. no one likes me or being around me. i pretty much have no one to talk to and it's probably better off that way because apparently i'm too incompetent to keep anyone around. nothing is enjoyable anymore, all my interests just kinda piss me off for one reason or another.

 

[Off_Switch]

I understand drug addicts and alcoholics now. Raw dogging through this boring and meaningless existence with sobriety is pure torture.