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Drowningindespair

Drowningindespair

Killing myself one day
Nov 16, 2025
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Why do I have to feel this way everyday. I feel so much pain and I hate it so much. I wish I could relapse into cutting again but I was found out once and now I can't cut anymore. This day I feel like cutting or killing myself so badly and it's only worse by the fact one of my friends isn't talking to me and has possibly killed herself. Then my boyfriend just broke up with me. I hate this, I hate my life. I'm so fucking tired of this.
 
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tomame

forlorn đź’”
Dec 28, 2025
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i'm sorry about all the bad news. you're not alone
 
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