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anyoneshorizon

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Jun 8, 2022
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I hate so much of my face my eyes, my nose, my lips, my jaw, my cheeks, my hair, the size of my head. All the facial muscles that work against me. The worst part isn't even being ugly it's just feeling uncomfortable all the time. I feel uncomfortable talking because of how it looks, smiling, laughing, or even just having no expression. I constantly hide my face around people I even do it around reflections so I don't see myself. I know looks aren't everything but i just wanna feel good about how i look or at least have a chance to improve it. I just look so stupid like I won't be taken seriously like people would just laugh at me for how i look. It feels like there's nothing i can do. And like such a dumb reason to wanna die but i hate always feeling so bad and uncomfortable. not going out to social events or sometimes missing days of work. I feel my life woulf be a million times better if i looked better or was just at least comfortable with how i looked
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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There are no dumb reasons
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,243
It's just so unfair how people are trapped in lives that they hate. Every reason for wanting to die is perfectly valid, in fact suicide doesn't even need a reason. I'm sorry that you have to endure so much misery.
 
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jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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Are you sure people react to your face? Or maybe it's just how you feel about yourself because maybe of some hurtful things a few people have said?

Sorry you feel like this, it sounds crippling
 
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[HNO]

Experienced
Aug 21, 2022
283
im ugly too(3/10 at best, gay alien skull shape and goblin-like face features).
i just don't care and force ppl to tolerate it whenever i forced to go in contact w/ em, as causing misery while you in misery yourself it's a good coping mechanism IMO
 
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Final-push123

Internet wizard
Jan 28, 2020
91
im ugly too(3/10 at best, gay alien skull shape and goblin-like face features).
i just don't care and force ppl to tolerate it whenever i forced to go in contact w/ em, as causing misery while you in misery yourself it's a good coping mechanism IMO

That's pretty based tbh
 
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bekind

New Member
Sep 2, 2022
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I hate so much of my face my eyes, my nose, my lips, my jaw, my cheeks, my hair, the size of my head. All the facial muscles that work against me. The worst part isn't even being ugly it's just feeling uncomfortable all the time. I feel uncomfortable talking because of how it looks, smiling, laughing, or even just having no expression. I constantly hide my face around people I even do it around reflections so I don't see myself. I know looks aren't everything but i just wanna feel good about how i look or at least have a chance to improve it. I just look so stupid like I won't be taken seriously like people would just laugh at me for how i look. It feels like there's nothing i can do. And like such a dumb reason to wanna die but i hate always feeling so bad and uncomfortable. not going out to social events or sometimes missing days of work. I feel my life woulf be a million times better if i looked better or was just at least comfortable with how i looked
 
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humaneyes__

Member
Aug 27, 2022
15
I commiserate with these feelings. I tend to believe that this is the worst time in human history to be an ugly person - man or woman - given our ubiquitous reliance on visual media.

Speaking more personally, it is very difficult to maintain the kind of personality that could potentially "win someone over" when your lived experiences are characterized exclusively by rejection - descending in the worst cases to hostility and contempt.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,832
There's no doubt that better looking people have many more doors open for them, not to mention the confidence that comes with being good looking that helps in all things in life. Definitely an easier road. And as the other poster said, there are no dumb or illegitimate reasons for wanting to ctb. Selfish or not, ctb is ONLY about you.
 
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Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
I hate so much of my face my eyes, my nose, my lips, my jaw, my cheeks, my hair, the size of my head. All the facial muscles that work against me. The worst part isn't even being ugly it's just feeling uncomfortable all the time. I feel uncomfortable talking because of how it looks, smiling, laughing, or even just having no expression. I constantly hide my face around people I even do it around reflections so I don't see myself. I know looks aren't everything but i just wanna feel good about how i look or at least have a chance to improve it. I just look so stupid like I won't be taken seriously like people would just laugh at me for how i look. It feels like there's nothing i can do. And like such a dumb reason to wanna die but i hate always feeling so bad and uncomfortable. not going out to social events or sometimes missing days of work. I feel my life woulf be a million times better if i looked better or was just at least comfortable with how i looked
Confidence & a smile are the sexiest stuff.

Maybe you have a bad jaw or nerves? Doctors are useless but maybe there is physical pain? B vitamins are goid for nerves. My allergy or chemical sensitivity can make my face numb & tingle like I'm having a stroke.

Look at failed gun suicide. You'll feel prettier...

My face peeled off since I basically dropped a bottle of acid cleaner in the floor... & Everything .. my eyes melt too .. lungs. I just want skin at this point

Id exhange your ugly for healthy
 
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come to dust

Arcanist
Oct 28, 2019
454
im ugly too(3/10 at best, gay alien skull shape and goblin-like face features).
i just don't care and force ppl to tolerate it whenever i forced to go in contact w/ em, as causing misery while you in misery yourself it's a good coping mechanism IMO
Everyone calls the bad head a "gay alien skull" but most gay men I see are extremely attractive compared to straight men. As one of the few ugly gay men that means I'm completely undesired by the rest of them.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Everyone calls the bad head a "gay alien skull" but most gay men I see are extremely attractive compared to straight men. As one of the few ugly gay men that means I'm completely undesired by the rest of them.
I'm a really ugly gay guy. I've never been good looking. I've had people tell me I'm ugly. I can relate.
 
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Jimblue

Student
Sep 10, 2022
199
People keep telling me how ugly I am during my entire childhood including my mother.

The boys in my class would pretend they were sick when they saw me.

And people told me I was too ugly to exist all the time.

Sometimes I want to smash the mirror, when I saw myself in mirror.
 
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