Venting I hate my city

[meatballlover]

It was very sunny today and I found myself outdoors (i had to get somewhere). Instead of a relaxing walk I was constantly worried about seeing someone who knows me. I live in a small city, the chance of stumbling upon someone is quite high. And i have to say i am sick of the enviroment. Everyone fucking enjoying life but me. I really envy others my age honestly. Anyway isolation it is, thats what im good at.

 

[February_In_April]

It sucks what your going through. I live in a town and I like to take walks at night. I'm constantly worried about seeing someone who knows me. Being from a small town, I thought the chances of stumbling upon someone would be quite high but I have only seen very few if any at all to my surprise and my good fortune. I am also sick of this place because it just dead, dilapidated and a broken down town around where I'm at and I would understand why people would not want stay around here. its a blue collar oil refinery type of town with nothing to entertain people. I get sick of the environment around my town and in other places. It just feel like everyone can enjoy their life but me and feel everyone moving forward in their lives while either backpedaling and not moving forward and I hat that. I wish I could do better socially and not be so alone but I'm also just a better in isolation type of person as well and it just seem that all I'll ever be good at for as much as I try to change that.

 

[MMOSTHATED]

I just hate my country. I don't know where with all of it's problems. Wish I born somewhere else

 

[meatballlover]

Well my town is also the type of town to offer no entertainment. But to be fair hard to please a depressed antisocial like me lmao