I hate my birth

[Justnotme]

I hate that I was born and saw what a nightmare is happening on this terrible planet.
My heart aches unbearably
They make clothes from animals by a cruel method, sell furs, leather products. Poor animals suffer because someone needs money
I hate that people eat animals. I used to do that myself. And only recently I realized how terrible it is after all
I saw how cruelly human individuals can treat birds, animals, and other living organisms
I saw how people like to watch the fight between animals, shoot at them, dismember them
I saw what kind of violence one person can apply to another
I saw how animals can be aggressive with each other, because this is their natural ugly nature

I saw how kindness in this world is not worth its existence.
This world should not exist just because there is some kind of love and kindness in it.
In this world, kindness is constantly trying to smooth out the tricks of evil, but this struggle seems endless

I have a feeling that there is a huge gap in the world from where evil seeps out. And it is useless to fight the consequences of this evil, because it is necessary to destroy this very gap from which the primary evil comes out.
This is figuratively speaking.

Where did the first evil come from? How did it appear?
I don't know.

I just want this world, human and animal intelligence to cease to exist for everyone in an instant.

So that we all live on other levels, without evil, without cruelty and without pain.
And then kind people who like life in this world would also be happy. And animals.

This world is outwardly so beautiful.
But its real essence is TERRIBLE

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence disgusts me, I think that nothingness is the only acceptable state as existence is just endless suffering and senseless cruelty all for no deeper reason with no deeper purpose, it's just unnecessary and I see existence of life as just being a tragic, harmful mistake.
I certainly also hate that I existed in the first place, to me never existing at all is the best possible thing, I think it's something so terrible being aware of this hellish reality.

 

[SolomonKado]

I was on vacation from the military. I wanted to make things easier for my younger sister and decided to go to work with her. She works at a hog barn and I regretted it. The work was fine. I'm used to working hard. There was a little piglet and she did "something" to end its life for a "reason." I just stood there and couldn't believe it. I went and put on a rubber suit to clean out a bunch of empty stalls and all I could think of was what she did and how they were housed. Nothing against her because that's how she was trained. Also, She was the only person who was not Hispanic. She had to learn Spanish at work to be able to exist with them. Nothing against immigrants. This country needs to support them better. These companies make so much money into their pockets and they could pay their employees better, but no! They would rather have the big houses and multiple cars. I hate this world. Rich don't need to be that rich. Wages need to be higher and who needs $1 billion in their fucking pocket! Raise the fucking wages. Could even use a lot of that money to take care of animals instead of murder them like monsters…!

 

[saddestbunny]

yea being disillusioned fully and accepting the full evils of the world is a big reason I wanna ctb, don't wanna participate in this stupid game

I swear if you try and tell people these atrocities they will ignore you or play devils advocate for the evil because they never want to accept it themselves

 

[nothingnobody]

i cant find a reason to care whether the world is good or evil.