I hate him so much. That narcissistic scumbag really does deserve the pain of losing me- assuming he does feel pain at all.
I hate him for having being physically and verbally abusive all my childhood, causing me so much trauma I was thinking of killing myself at the age of 7. Well, that is finally happening by the end of the year, so cheers to that. I hate him for still abusing me. I hate him for ruining us financially- we are going to lose our one piece of property due to him. Why do I care anyway? I am going to kill myself. I won't need that fucking house to live in. I only hope my parents will survive and be fine eventually. That is my only hope. I couldn't care less about my brother.
I hate him for having being physically and verbally abusive all my childhood, causing me so much trauma I was thinking of killing myself at the age of 7. Well, that is finally happening by the end of the year, so cheers to that. I hate him for still abusing me. I hate him for ruining us financially- we are going to lose our one piece of property due to him. Why do I care anyway? I am going to kill myself. I won't need that fucking house to live in. I only hope my parents will survive and be fine eventually. That is my only hope. I couldn't care less about my brother.
