Venting I hate it when people try and deny how evil existence is.

[FuneralCry]

I really hate it as existence itself truly is so evil, it's such a disturbing, terrible tragedy how life even exists at all. All that existence ever causes is meaningless suffering, senseless cruelty and so much harm, it's horrifying how existing beings have been endlessly tormented in this disgusting world all throughout history.
It's insane to me how even know existence is undeniably so hellish with literally no limit as to how much one can suffer, many humans still try and deny this with their repulsive toxic positivity, no matter what existence could never be "good", there's nothing good about how anybody had to suffer, to me all suffering is unnecessary, undesirable and best avoided. It's tragic how anybody had to suffer so senselessly when only non-existence is perfection.

Humans truly are the worst species with how they so harmfully procreate into this evil world despite the reality that existing is nothing but suffering and wish to do all they can to make suicide inaccessible, it's really so sadistic and I'm tired of existing in this pro-suffering prison like world where we cannot just die in peace, I despise this place.

No matter what I'd always prefer to not exist, death truly is the only relief, only non-existence could ever be desirable which is why I'm really disgusted by those humans who lack any awareness, they just create way more harm. I wish that existence is accepted as the hell it truly is so that we can all have a right to die in peace and this species can finally go voluntarily extinct.

 

[walkingdead2023]

I really hate it as existence itself truly is so evil, it's such a disturbing, terrible tragedy how life even exists at all. All that existence ever causes is meaningless suffering, senseless cruelty and so much harm, it's horrifying how existing beings have been endlessly tormented in this disgusting world all throughout history.
It's insane to me how even know existence is undeniably so hellish with literally no limit as to how much one can suffer, many humans still try and deny this with their repulsive toxic positivity, no matter what existence could never be "good", there's nothing good about how anybody had to suffer, to me all suffering is unnecessary, undesirable and best avoided. It's tragic how anybody had to suffer so senselessly when only non-existence is perfection.

Humans truly are the worst species with how they so harmfully procreate into this evil world despite the reality that existing is nothing but suffering and wish to do all they can to make suicide inaccessible, it's really so sadistic and I'm tired of existing in this pro-suffering prison like world where we cannot just die in peace, I despise this place.

No matter what I'd always prefer to not exist, death truly is the only relief, only non-existence could ever be desirable which is why I'm really disgusted by those humans who lack any awareness, they just create way more harm. I wish that existence is accepted as the hell it truly is so that we can all have a right to die in peace and this species can finally go voluntarily extinct.

One of my patient today told me they want to kill themself by train or the fast bus downtown.. i didn't know what to do as im mandated reporter so i reported he's suicidal and we transferred him to a psych hospital.. i felt so bad doing this im suicidal myself so im living with a headache all day.. i just feel bad and guilty.. while talking with the team everyone was saying how life is so difficult those days and how suicide is increasing specially with teens. I can swear one of the doctors said " I want to just disappear too" so I sad ha? He reverted it and said " nothing" so yes we gonna live with this pain until we tongue out his to end it! I agree with you

 

[divinemistress87]

Doctors have high suicide rates
Probably the high stress of their jobs and access to meds that can kill them

One of my patient today told me they want to kill themself by train or the fast bus downtown.. i didn't know what to as im mandated reporter so i reported he's suicidal and we transferred him to a psych hospital.. i felt so bad doing this im suicidal myself so im living with a headache all day.. i just feel bad and guilty.. while talking with the team everyone was saying how life is so difficult those days and how suicide is increasing specially with teens. I can swear one of the doctors said " I want to just disappear too" so I sad ha? He reverted it and said " nothing" so yes we gonna live with this pain until we tongue out his to end it! I agree with you

 

[walkingdead2023]

Doctors have high suicide rates
Probably the high stress of their jobs and access to meds that can kill them

I agree! Some Er doctors and nurses died by suicide since Covid and even before.. it's a burnout..

 

[divinemistress87]

I agree! Some Er doctors and nurses died by suicide since Covid and even before.. it's a burnout..

I always thought an ER doctor would need to be a bit of sociopath to make it through that kind of profession

 

[walkingdead2023]

I always thought an ER doctor would need to be a bit of sociopath to make it through that kind of profession

lol they do act weird sometimes they have no life

 

[Bannana]

I really hate it as existence itself truly is so evil, it's such a disturbing, terrible tragedy how life even exists at all. All that existence ever causes is meaningless suffering, senseless cruelty and so much harm, it's horrifying how existing beings have been endlessly tormented in this disgusting world all throughout history.
It's insane to me how even know existence is undeniably so hellish with literally no limit as to how much one can suffer, many humans still try and deny this with their repulsive toxic positivity, no matter what existence could never be "good", there's nothing good about how anybody had to suffer, to me all suffering is unnecessary, undesirable and best avoided. It's tragic how anybody had to suffer so senselessly when only non-existence is perfection.

Humans truly are the worst species with how they so harmfully procreate into this evil world despite the reality that existing is nothing but suffering and wish to do all they can to make suicide inaccessible, it's really so sadistic and I'm tired of existing in this pro-suffering prison like world where we cannot just die in peace, I despise this place.

No matter what I'd always prefer to not exist, death truly is the only relief, only non-existence could ever be desirable which is why I'm really disgusted by those humans who lack any awareness, they just create way more harm. I wish that existence is accepted as the hell it truly is so that we can all have a right to die in peace and this species can finally go voluntarily extinct.

existence isn't evil, people are evil, and we ruined our own existence because of that, with the birth of consciousness comes the reality of our situation and the dread that comes with that
a man will not cry out in pain if his body has gone numb
ignorance is truly bliss

 

[SilentSadness]

I agree that existence is evil, it always comes across as delusional to me when people come up with endless excuses and justifications for horrific unending suffering.