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ilikecats

ilikecats

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Feb 15, 2023
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I HATE LIVING SO MUCH. I WANT TO KILL MYSELF BUT CAN T BECAUSE OF RELIGION .
I hate it here! I can t enjoy my life anyways. I don t get it . what s the point of being here and just decomposeate till my 80s . I just pray that all this finishes soon . I hate everything
 
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day

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Jun 24, 2023
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Sorry for your suffering OP and I truly hope you manage to find peace at some point.

Wish you nothing but the best..
 
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Wyldfyre4948

Waiting for my bus
Jul 12, 2023
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Can I ask you what your religious beliefs are? If you're Christian then it's very conflicting with what is taught. Suicide is taught as an unforgivable sin that sends you to hell. It also teaches that Jesus died for all sins. Christianity is a salad bar of beliefs where they pick one thing they want and ignore what doesn't fit what they're trying to do.
 
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ilikecats

ilikecats

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Feb 15, 2023
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Can I ask you what your religious beliefs are? If you're Christian then it's very conflicting with what is taught. Suicide is taught as an unforgivable sin that sends you to hell. It also teaches that Jesus died for all sins. Christianity is a salad bar of beliefs where they pick one thing they want and ignore what doesn't fit what they're trying to do.
I am Muslim. But tbh it s not that different . Suicide is also an unforgivable sin that send you directly to hell. It s just frustrating
 
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020x

Suffering will end when the existence does.
Jul 6, 2023
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I'm also from a muslim family but I quit believing in Allah's justice and the afterlife. I do have most of the islamic values but the rest doesn't make it up for me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I do understand that it really can be so torturous and tiring feeling trapped in an existence you hate, in my case I could also never see a point to suffering here just to decay from age and die anyway, such a thing is so incredibly unappealing to me. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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No offence, religions are manmade and indoctrinated beliefs to control the masses through fear. If there was an almighty, alforgiving, all merciful god he would have adhered my wish to die naturally while sleeping long ago. Actually there is no god around who would really care about such stupid humans who think they can "rule" the world causing to much agony and pain everywhere on earth.
I am Muslim. But tbh it s not that different . Suicide is also an unforgivable sin that send you directly to hell. It s just frustrating
How could a human right be a sin?

I'm really sorry you have to go through this inhumane pain you have to endure.
 
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undecided

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Aug 25, 2023
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What's the difference between hell on earth and hell after death?
 
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eashanm

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Feb 22, 2023
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Hell is empty and all the devils are here - William Shakespeare
 
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