I hate how suicide is "wrong"

[joeypaedilla]

I hate when the only response to suicide is that you should cherish life and reach out to talk. Life is nothing but a constant endurance and im so tired of it all. I tell the closest people in my life that I want to do nothing but sleep forever and their response is that they're scared.

I feel like shit, I feel like I dont matter and I know in every sense the world would be a lot better if I just dropped dead. No one can ever understand that for me the only peace is not waking up and being thrown into the void of emptiness.

This world would be a lot better if people like me had easy access to safely have our lives ended, fuck everyone else who wants to keep me around for their own selfish egos. Let me decide and end things or fucking figure out how to share the hell that is my thoughts because im tired of trying to live through it all every day.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand and I also feel so tired of it all, I see so much cruelty in how there is no acceptance towards the right to die with the suffering of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I wish it's not a crime to want to never suffer again, all I want is to be permanently free from this dreadful, torturous existence.

 

[Ilovemycats]

I feel the same way honestly, it's our choice what we do with our life's afterall!! The positive talk about being too young or seeking out help is tiring and doesn't achieve anything. Like sure maybe some people would be upset if i'm gone but they are suffering even more now with how I am at this moment. Idk I kinda wish that SI wouldn't be seen as negatively and that some people would actually try to understand us..

 

[Irisse]

I agree, I have no idea what everyone sees in this "life" thing. It's just a constant, never ending string of problems. As I am right now, I cannot stay for the sake of others. Nothing I do or say will improve this ugly rotten world, so why should I stick around? They say that life owes you nothing. Well, then I don't owe it my existence.

 

[theboy]

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