I hate when the only response to suicide is that you should cherish life and reach out to talk. Life is nothing but a constant endurance and im so tired of it all. I tell the closest people in my life that I want to do nothing but sleep forever and their response is that they're scared.
I feel like shit, I feel like I dont matter and I know in every sense the world would be a lot better if I just dropped dead. No one can ever understand that for me the only peace is not waking up and being thrown into the void of emptiness.
This world would be a lot better if people like me had easy access to safely have our lives ended, fuck everyone else who wants to keep me around for their own selfish egos. Let me decide and end things or fucking figure out how to share the hell that is my thoughts because im tired of trying to live through it all every day.
I feel like shit, I feel like I dont matter and I know in every sense the world would be a lot better if I just dropped dead. No one can ever understand that for me the only peace is not waking up and being thrown into the void of emptiness.
This world would be a lot better if people like me had easy access to safely have our lives ended, fuck everyone else who wants to keep me around for their own selfish egos. Let me decide and end things or fucking figure out how to share the hell that is my thoughts because im tired of trying to live through it all every day.
