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have you...ever done something that you regret?
Jul 12, 2026
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I genuinely wish it was easier to kill myself here
- guns arent easy to obtain, i can steal one from my dads cupboard
- not many good places to jump except maybe mountain
- cant crash my car because I fear for my parents, it does have insurance though
- mental misery, of course
- medication wont work for obvious reasons
- cant hang myself


I really want to die before my brothers marriage or after it. whatever it is I want to be gone before turning 21. i have been thinking of suicide so much I cant function much
 
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