Lost Magic
Illuminated
- May 5, 2020
- 3,200
I was sitting in a so called old friends house the the other day. We were celebrating his birthday a little earlier, I bought him a nice meal, some drinks and a couple of Ps4 games. All was fine until we came back to his house and he changed. He started getting really moody, pacing up and down all the time and smoking (he knows I have bad lungs) one cigarette after another. We had a bottle of gin along with various wines and stuff, so all that didn't help. So, he started arguing to me about not being quiet, even though he was blasting the music really loud. Then we had this strange argument and he kept telling me to leave his house, and when I did he dragged me back inside. Saying that I am too loud out there or he was worried that I wouldn't shut the gate quietly enough. I ended up just crashing out on his big uncomfortable sofa and woke up with the most depressing hangover of my life. I apologised for my part to play in night going sour and he just kept lecturing me over and over. It was a Saturday night and I hadn't been over to his house for close to a year. His demeanour has hardened a lot since then. I know he was always a bit messed up, but I don't even feel like I am speaking to the same person anymore. Anyway, I told him that I was sorry and that I wouldn't be back and now I have blocked him from my phone. We both don't need each other in our lives. One thing that did stick out for me was when he said I was a nothing, I will always be one and I was a weirdo. That hurt. 
Oh, well. It is just another thing that will hurry me up to catch that bus.
Oh, well. It is just another thing that will hurry me up to catch that bus.
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