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beelzebul

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Oct 10, 2023
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i don't like to go out and interact with people. i'm a super introvert, very happy with being by myself and interacting with family and close friends here and there. but i decided to push myself and go out to eat with my moms last night. i've been thinking about how i won't be here much longer and i'd like to spend as much time with them as possible without making myself feel uncomfortable.

i had some pretty good chicken bolognese and a few shots of tito's. they did most of the talking. i think the most talking i did was when i talked about the drag queen i went to see a few weeks ago, but i'm mostly a listener. it was okay. i just wish i was a little less of an introvert so i could comfortably say more. overall it was an okay night.

also, we went to see some christmas lights in another neighborhood since ours no longer decorate. that was kinda goofy but it was nice just being with them 👀
 
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