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Ginny

Ginny

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Nov 4, 2025
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I mixed 40mg of Ativan with a lot of alcohol, both sent me to sleep, and I hoped it would be forever. Nevertheless, I woke up almost 10 hours later, feeling drowsy. I have run out of Ativan, and now I don't really have another method that would work; this nightmare only seems to continue. I need advice regarding my possible next move; any ideas are welcome.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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We can not tell you how to kill yourself. We can recommend resources though.
 
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Ginny

Ginny

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Nov 4, 2025
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We can not tell you how to kill yourself. We can recommend resources though.
Thank you, I will try the night-night method tonight to see if ti works. If i don't come back tomorrow or later today is that i have succeeded.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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I'm sorry to hear that you did not find the peace you were hoping for. I know all too well the feeling of waking up after such a thing. I hope that you are okay and I hope that you find time to understand your next steps
 
Ginny

Ginny

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Nov 4, 2025
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I'm sorry to hear that you did not find the peace you were hoping for. I know all too well the feeling of waking up after such a thing. I hope that you are okay and I hope that you find time to understand your next steps
My next steps are to drink alcohol and try the night-night method. Then, sure, these are my last moments on earth
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay â‹… he/him
Nov 21, 2024
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My next steps are to drink alcohol and try the night-night method. Then, sure, these are my last moments on earth
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Just keep in mind that one of the main drawbacks of the night-night method is avoiding pressure being put on the windpipe. Would you be lucid enough to avoid any slip-ups? To properly execute fail-safes? How drunk would would you be getting? Suffocating that way would be really painful, so please make sure your plans avoid you experiencing that.

I understand you're already suffering, but trying this stuff without throurough research is dangerous. Try not to be too impulsive, if possible. At least read the whole thread, including criticisms.
 
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Ginny

Ginny

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Nov 4, 2025
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Just keep in mind that one of the main drawbacks of the night-night method is avoiding pressure being put on the windpipe. Would you be lucid enough to avoid any slip-ups? To properly execute fail-safes? How drunk would would you be getting? Suffocating that way would be really painful, so please make sure your plans avoid you experiencing that.

I understand you're already suffering, but trying this stuff without throurough research is dangerous. Try not to be too impulsive, if possible. At least read the whole thread, including criticisms.
Thank you very much for this note. I won't be drinking much of them a I want the methos to work as intended. I want to research how to do the Night-night method properly. Thank you!
 
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NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay â‹… he/him
Nov 21, 2024
930
Thank you very much for this note. I won't be drinking much of them a I want the methos to work as intended. I want to research how to do the Night-night method properly. Thank you!
Wherever the outcome of your life, I hope you are able to avoid suffering đź«‚
 
Ginny

Ginny

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Nov 4, 2025
14
Update: I have acquired various types of tapes. Though I do not understand the post and i dont know what a tree racther or a cornhole bag are.
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Please don't waste your time trying to OD again.


 
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